It hurts so bad knowing I love you
That I wasn't good enough to keep you here
This suicide love is all I have
Sticking to these words I told you

Taking all I have to hold on to you
I want to let go and dance into the sky
You promised that we would get married
I bet you'll break it with a smile on your face

I'll be here with this loaded rope
I told you all I have this is vow 
You mean more to me than anything in this world
That I wasn't good enough to keep you here

My problems are getting louder
It hurts so bad knowing I love you
You make me want to live for the first time
This suicide love is all I have now