As you distorted the words I had to say
Dismiss fitted heart of mine broke down into painless realization
Overcame me like the oxygen in my lungs
I realization of the truth that my mind needed you and only  you
I'm always going to be an option on the table but that's not good enough to you but I need love like anyone else
I pray to every God damn being in this universe for you to come back
So I cried in this goddamn Lighthouse waiting for you because I fucking love you
I know it's selfish of me to only love you and only you
Truth is I would pick you over my family any time and I would never regret it
I was an airplane in your love was everything so I Kamikaze into you so I drenched myself into your love
So as the air thickened I Immerse myself in kerosene to be with you
You are the fire that I wanted to be close to but I am just melting away in your mind
So I keep my dreams private hoping that one day they'll come true
One day you'll walk through that door and I'll be happy again and not tortured by my mind
Because in the middle of this breakdown I realize that I loved you
Not for your body but the way that your mind speaks to me
You're just like me broken and damned to a world that doesn't give a fuck about you
I think the damn crime that he doesn't see what I see in you
Absolutely beauty
I don't give a damn about this world because I'll protect you from all this carnage
I am just a man waiting his time until he sees you again little Firefly
I don't want to regret the things that's gone unsaid I miss you
So this will be the last thing I post until September 1st
You are the reason I feel empty inside
What is living without the person you love the most
Hell that's all ever feel