i hate that i had to do what i feel was best for the both of us. 

at this point in my life i can't focus on anything other than my education.

and i am deeply sorry that i am uncapable of knowing how to balace you both. i guess you could say im weak for not knowing how to balance the two.

 

you doing that thing you love to do does affect me more than i should let it. is it my insecurities? maybe so. 

however, i will not stop you from being you lovey. 

even if it means losing you at the moment. 

becuase if we are destined, than we will be united once again.

 

to my person i love you deeply.