Shards
Jeans in the right drawer.
Shorts in the left one.
Soni was unpacking her life for the seventh time
in sixteen years.
It was close to midnight,
but she wanted to get it done now
or else she’d never finish.
Her eyes drooped and
she fought the tiredness.
But it won and she was soon
passed out on the mattress on the floor that
served as her bed.
She was soon dreaming.
In the dream, there were shards
of glass everywhere.
Wherever she looked,
jagged pieces of glass glinted up at her.
She saw her memories reflected in them.
The time she had to leave behind her
best friend because she was moving.
The other time when she had to leave
all her friends and start over again
with none.
When she’d endured bullying and teasing
and fake friends.
When she’d felt so lonely that she thought
about dying.
But she couldn’t bring herself to do it.
There’s going to be something good soon, I know it. Soni told herself.
She looked back at the memories.
And then saw herself.
She was trying to piece the glass back together,
but was failing.
Shards cut her hands as she tried in
vain to pick them up.
Soni tried to help the echo of herself
with the sharp pieces,
but the pieces just fell through her hands
like she was a ghost.
When Soni succeeded in picking up
a shard,
she dropped it with a cry,
jagged edge cutting into her.
She’d ruined Echo Soni’s
glass masterpiece in the making.
And she woke up,
remembering the shards.