I'm sorry, I'm trying
I see a face in the rain
I'm not gonna be here for much longing
Make sure my father doesn't kill himself
I know he's going to go insane when I'm gone
Where did all the time go
I broke my skin again
I didn't do it for 6 months
Now I'm covered in blood again
I'm sorry, I'm trying
I don't have a reason to do better
I care I just can't show it when you in front of me
I'm mumbled mess trying to get the words out correct
I just need you to talk some sense to me
You're too busy fucking him on your anniversary
We both know I'm petty I would kill myself
Before anyone had the chance
I just need you to talk some sense to me
In my eyes you're an angel
His eyes your a fuck toy that he get to do
I hate that thought the most it gets me sick to my stomach
The person I love the most is happy with someone else
I seen your face in the rain
Mae Foreman
Tue 2nd Oct 2018 13:25
Hang in there Damon. And please don't hurt yourself, no matter what you do it won't punish the people who hurt you, it will only hurt you more. And nobody deserves that. Be the bigger person, find yourself outside of them. Forgive them and let them be. I know it might hurt to hear but chances are that nobody will bother to knock some sense into you. Not because there is something wrong with you, it's just the way life is. BUT the very fact that you ask for someone to knock some sense into you makes me think you already have the sense! You're crying for help. You must really be in pain... I get that and i'm sorry. But the truth is only you can save yourself. Love yourself. Life is beutiful. You just can't see it yet. And when you save yourself and emerge to the surface with your head up high thanks to your formidable struggles everybody will respect and revere you. Because you'll have the wisdom of a man who knows how ro fight. Trust me, I speak from experience. Death is not the answer. Keep writing!