I'm nearly there,

I think.

You look to strike a balance of the things you have to do and the things you want to do.

Well

I do,

and I cannot remember the last time I was really in trouble

felt troubled

or had a worry of some kind.

I imagine

that's a good thing.

I wonder what you think.

Yet late at night I find myself

watching TV shows that I wouldn't normally give the time of day to

when I really should be in my comfortable bed

under my comfortable sheets

being held by the one who loves me.

But

I am not.

If

I am not

then what am I?

I am tired

so I should go to bed.

Goodnight.