Growing up i never saw

The beauty as it hurts

But i realized you had to even and put us first

Crying daily for sure

No we never understood it

You were a mom 

the Queen before a queen could be

You tried so hard to raise us n i remember that

Taught us manners in the most rememberable ways

But that was you

A person who truly gave a damn

You couldn’t help it 

Going to do what you do

At least you tried

You truly did

Your love was so great

I think that your happiest moment was all of us being together at the end

Never will i forget u taught us how to be the person we are

You always wanted us to do better than you ever had

But never 

Forget where you come for indeed

Because family is all you need to succeed

My intentions were never to disrespect you

Never was to show i was better than you 

Only to show you i can do what u never did

Cause you told me to always do what u never did

My dear mother I’m sorry if this hurts me

But truly i hope you look down and see all that i am

And pray to god your proud of me

Not of my life decisions but because you got your wish

And help guide me on s path of success 

I love you momma and pray everyday that your proud of me.