Shall I empty myself in pails by my bedside
As the flows from my eyes are intense and profound
As the stabbing in heart is broken and unsound
My mind is tricked into thinking of my death's ride

Shall I stumble back up or stay in my deep hole
To venture back to health or to stay in illness
As the mind wants laughter amidst all this sadness
To flow into living a new free-flowing stroll

See the sun shine again, see the kids play in park
Live life without the tears, my eyes are now open
For the beauty around as the pain is frozen

I will remember pain, but I won't miss the dark
From the love was the pain, yet loving is human
Show myself resilient and my deep acumen