The soft fabric of new cotton sheets called to her, she answered and exposed her naked body to the coldness of her bed. 

A million thoughts flew passed her mind like clouds on a windy day.

Only for one single thought to be as dominant as her will to live,  a thought so vivid it felt like reality and she focused on making it a wish that will come true. 

She eventually gave permission for her heavy eyes to close and rest.

And thats when the magic began....

She was dreaming but her magic made her aware of this.  

She knew exactly what was happening and she proceeded with the knowing that fear was an illusion and it had no place in her mind body or soul.

There he was ' standing tall beside the oak tree he planted when I was a child out our back garden.

She froze as her eyes met the back of his head, she screamed but her voice was broken. (no sound)

She was very persistent and used her creativity in order to get the attention of the man she loved so dearly.

Stomped feet and clapped hands made just enough vibrational sounds to get his attention. 

He turned to face her but turned away just as quickly

Left stunned and emotional she ran trew the black bags , uneven soil and dead plant's just to reach him.

As they climbed the wall and sat in silence she felt what was left unspoken.

Still the Confusion swept over her entire existence.

Did no smile and lack of emoction mean you did not make it to the holy land

are you lost dad or am I