I have yet to loose and not be able to get backbup

I am usually the one that is able to get up Everytime

Only to see now that part of me is lost.

To be and hide behind that I see that I had things I never known or took time to see what was there.

I see I put up a front and hide my true feelings till I break or lose someone dear to my heart

With this I believe I lost the love of my life once along time ago but now someone new came around .

That I was once able to be myself once more but in the end this front made me blind to the point I may have lost my love of my life again.

All due to the fact we both knew one was able to say and one wasn't sure yet are thoughts even under the same roof and always around or together in the same room.

Love of my life this may not make sense but this I can say I love you not cause of are history , mistakes, pain, hurt, everything we been thru.

The roads we build together the path we always try to reach together thru all that did not see that I had my best friend 

A partner in crime a love at night

Even for splitting moments of time alone only thing that made it great was you and I did  not see that.i may be a confusing person but I love hard when I actually am not afriad due to are past and situations we never once talked about what if we actually take action together .

To fix a mistake love my of my life if I could I would change what made me loose you but I loved you so much that I didn't want you to do something you did not agree to.

So for that I knew I would loose you. But love of my life

I need you love of  life

I know it's a lot to ask for but it maybe able to work out even though it will hurt alil or just arel lovefor eachother just turns into the air we breath and a shoulder to cry on.

Love of my life

Give me the chance to make this right give me the chance to say can we at least agree to be there for each other like promised I want almost everything but we believed in eachother.

We believed that's why I need you 

Love of my life

(Forever my friend)