Fallen Angel
You have lost your smile.
Where is it gone ? I do not recognise you anymore.
Your lips strech, I can see your teeth,
You could have fooled us,
You could have fooled me.
Howerver, there is no longer any spark;
Your eyes are weeping and I am the witness of a bygone joy.
Forgive these crude words, there are not meant to hurt you.
What is this place that have smothered your desire to live ?
You are now the shadow of yourself.
I recognise you on pictures; you were so lively
You seemed so alive in my mermories. You used to sparkle
But that light has faded
I do not know who you are.
Present but disappearing and dishearted.
Where have you gone?
I smile at you, I laugh with you, I talk to you
But my heart is not in it.
Each time I see you in such a spirit
It hurts me a little more
Like Narcissus, you have lost yourself in your reflection
And I am trying to communicate with that echo
Who will not answer;
And I am trying to listen but I cannot understand.
I do not need you anymore
I have not needed you for a very long time.
You have been gone for quite some time now,
I am not even sure you can find your way back
And yet, somehow, I still believe in you,
I am begging you, believe in yourself too.
Jason Bayliss
Thu 14th Mar 2019 09:26
Sometimes people put on masks to shield themselves from the world and sometimes they put on masks to shield the world from them and sometimes they're just tired of life kicking the shit out of them.
You do right to still believe but you also do right to distance yourself a little.
I know the story of which you speak, only too well. Generally, the, "Masked," want help but don't know how to ask for it, but giving that help can be a long and painful road.
Beautifully written.
J. x