I'm struggling with the ones I hold close

Not 'cause of drama, just 'cause they don't know

What we need or how I want it to go

 

Had to think so hard about them all

All the close ones to send home

All the good friends to chase and call

The ones who deserve to chill on my black throne

 

Some of them just don't get it

How me and he click

Some family, some friends can be shit

They don't understand that it's my choice

Who I celebrate with

 

They can be so invasive

Pushing my mental patience

People I don't live day to day with

Impeding our celebration

 

We'll find what's right for us

And what to ditch

So we can actually live with the blessings