i always thought about this day

the day i would finally have the balls

the balls to finally end my own life

its really what i imagine

just the darkness and me

i never thought i could do it

i been thinking about for years now

i never not did it cause i was getting happy

i didnt ever do it cause i never had the courage

but i think tonight is the night

nothing too fancy or dramitc or painful

just me a bottle of tequila tears and pain and a gun

i pick it up and just point in the air

trying to find the courage to point it to me

and finally its just a boom and silence

i finally did it !!!