Fit in
once was a sweet inocent young girl
a young girl who always followed the rules
always listen what was told
never disapointed anyone
but she was never happy
always wanted to fit in
and to be loved and to be popular
honestley she would do anything to fit in
even go to places she shoudnt go
like to that party she didnt even want to go to
but if that meant fitting in
than of course she would go
started off nice and quiet
just a few people form school
then it got pack and busy
a scene she wasnt used too
again trying to do anyting to fit in
so she decied to have a little fun
one drink two drink four drink
one puff two puff four puff
she knew she wasnt herself
so she just sat there
alone and not herself
here comes someone trying to comfort her
atleast that is what she is thinking
until it leads upstaris
a place she know she shouldnt go
but dont have the words to say no
dont even have the engery to move
and just like that it ends up being her worst night of her life
she isnt an innocent girl anymore
just like that her life is taken from her
no taking it back now
just trying to move on and forget
but of course she cant
so she talks
thinking since she is a sweet girl it would be okay
but of course its not
no one belives her
all cause she wanted to fit in
and now she has to deal with this pain
until one day there isnt anymore pain......
Martin Elder
Sun 21st Apr 2019 14:59
This seems to be an extremely honest and brave poem to write for which I applaud you. Also for writing about this subject so well. very well crafted