for you and your girl
She wears you like old perfume,
Like a dog bite that does not go away,
She does not want to let go of your torn hand -
I reek of naivety,
Like old summer bruises,
Who is your girl?
I still feel you -
I whisper,
Like a bad disease,
Bad disease,
Bad disease.
Burn the proof of our love -
I beg,
Once again,
On my knees,
Bruised,
Like late summer nights.
I still love you -
She whispers,
Like a true bride,
Pure,
Clean,
White.
Who it is,
Who it is that found you,
In that morphine night?
Love is supposed to hurt -
Ain't that right,
Like a priest,
Preaching to someone who does not listen;
Listen.
I think i found you,
The destiny is written.
She begs me to disappear;
Pull out!
Pull out!
Pull out!
And be careful -
I preach -
Even the nicest dog knows how to bite -
Tear her heart like you tore apart
My purity,
When I got high
And it didn't hurt
And I blamed the night.
She woke up,
With a false lover in her bed,
I woke up,
With a true lover in my arms.
It is supposed to bleed,
Please -
She begs,
Prays to God.
But why didn't you listen -
Like a phone ringing in an empty room,
Like a dog barking to no one.
Like a foul mouth
Stuck to a foul mouth -
We shared the same lie.
She cannot breathe -
And i cannot touch you,
She touches your body out of spite -
I cannot breathe.
She watches me burn -
Like a witch,
Like a girl witch hunting
For love.
A girl,
A girl,
A girl -
Not yet a woman,
Not yet,
Not yet
The one.
Not yet loved -
Never -
Never -
Never.
I pray to no one,
To myself,
She proclaims me a goddess
So that she can
Decide if I exist or not.
She prays to me,
On her hands and knees,
Go away -
She begs.
You do not exist -
I burn in his eyes like
The witch she burnt,
She burns;
But not with me.
I burn;
With her.
Heart of Lead
Thu 18th Jul 2019 11:29
So powerful and haunting.