All of the time is flying by 
I fucking hate myself 
I can't tell you the truth 
It would only hurt you 
I've been abused so many times
I can confuse it for love
I told myself you were the only one
Just to break my own heart over and over
The cuts added up
Then it's scabbed up
Then they all scarred up
Now they remind me of how I fucked up
I could have got lost in your arms in the holdup
Now I'm on the downward spiral
Welcome to crash your heart
For I was never good for you
You were everything for me
So shoot to kill space cowgirl
Hold your gun out in fire
Bang
Sorry for the blood on your shirt