I don't like waking up 
Since you have been gone 
I haven't been okay 
It's like all the time is gone 
You'er happy now and I'm drinking alone 
Fuck I hate myself 
I love the parts of you that everyone hated
You let him kill it off
Without letting it become something beautiful
I promise that always love you
I know that 25 is another year without you
By 26 I won't be here so it's okay 
Just lost in the world I wanted 
But it will never happen now 
If could only dream then maybe it would be okay
But I have to wake up