Wicked Mary Jane
Mary jane, you wicked bitch
you drew me in, you made me this.
You tricked me with your emerald eyes,
manipulated me with lies.
You made me want to have you more,
you made it easy to ignore
all the awful things i said
the times i was outside my head.
You took my burden away from me
and made me feel like i was free.
You showed me how i could forget
and, listen, here's the best part yet.
You made me think that i was strong
when i was breaking all along,
You let me think there was no cost
no penalties nor loved ones lost.
Mary Jane, you wicked bitch,
i've nothing left, i'm all there is.
You took my mind and made it dense
left me struggling to gain some sense.
I hear the voices in my head,
they came from you,the words they said.
Twist and turned me inside out
causing me to scream and shout.
You made me see with tainted eyes
until it's me that i despise
You make me push away the ones
that have held me up for this long.
You turned me into something bad
and that's the thing i find so sad.
I never asked to be like this.
That's just the way that Mary is.