Suicidal OCD.
Have you ever thought of ending it all?
Facing your fear when your backs to the wall?
Crossing the bridge and paying the toll?
Nobody know's the feeling better then me
I fantasize while in bed, rest assured I can't sleep
Knowing it's me I fear murdering me
Drowning my face in my own reflection
Disconnecting myself from other's connection
Removing my head from self-loathing dejection
Addicted to things that help me forget
All the memories and laughs that came and went
Everything that I've done that I can't just repent
M.C. Newberry
Sun 3rd Nov 2019 15:26
To the ditch with despair,
To the stockade with sorrow;
Today is the way laid
That leads to tomorrow. ?