The old chair
I knew a man
Once
He wasn’t a
Big man
In the grand scheme
Of things
But he filled up
My whole
World
In the week
I don’t suppose
I saw him
Too often
He left
When it was dark
He came home
When
It was dark
But my world
Was anything
But
Dark
And I didn’t
Make the link
Back then
Or even
Until now
And if there
Was a new thing
He was
Usually
At the front of it
And if there
Was a broken
Thing
He would mend it
But I think
That’s just what
I thought
Dad’s did
If I needed to get
Somewhere
He took me
If I needed to
Get home
He collected me
And I don’t think
I realised
Really
Ever
That it wasn’t
Just the physical
Places
He was
Taking me
And when I wanted
To fly a kite
Play golf
He taught me
And when I
Did judo
Or played
Rugby
He watched me
And until
I was much
Older
I don’t remember
Him
Putting his arm
Around me
But
From where I sit now
His empty
Chair
Staring at me
There weren’t too
Many times
When his arms
And heart
Weren’t wrapped
Around me
To the point
I’m surprised
He could take
His own
Breath
And I remember
Looking
At him
Once
And not
remembering
When
He had
Become
An
Old man
But he had
And now
Gone
He sits
Just at the end
Of my vision
Tapping his fingers
Eating noisily
Smiling and snoring
And
I suppose
He always
Did
And
He always
Will
jennifer Malden
Sun 1st Dec 2019 08:40
Very nostalgic and moving. I think we all take our parents/grandparents for granted, but his arms and heart were wrapped round you, so you must have loved each other. It's just the egoism of youth unable to put itself in the place of a parent. Growing up isn't easy, either. Really liked this.
Jennifer