Old Woman Waiting for a Bus
Old Woman Waiting for a Bus
Half a block away
I spotted the old woman at the bus stop.
She was leaning into the road
At a clear forty-five degree angle,
As though frozen midway
In the act of flinging herself
Under the wheels of a phantom coach.
Her anxious face was pressed towards me,
Unblinking, her mouth taut,
Oblivious to sharp wind gusts that fretted
The scarf about her neck
And flapped her coat thickly
Against sturdy legs.
I knew the schedule.
There was not a vehicle due here
For another twenty minutes.
But, still, I glanced over my shoulder.
Of course, there was no bus in sight.
As I walked past her I said nothing.
She seemed … too set apart … sketched …
Like a still life.
Not a muscle twitched in her
Curve of expectancy.
And I thought: What do I know?
Perhaps it will be early after all.
Cynthia Buell Thomas
Cynthia Buell Thomas
Sun 18th Apr 2010 13:58
I have tried to see for myself where the thought of possible suicide enters the picture, and I cannot. It seems the introduction of the idea 'as though ...' slipped completely by. I thought the 'curve of expectancy' and 'perhaps it will be early after all' would scuttle all ideas of self-destruction. Have you never seen persons almost hanging into the street or over the tracks staring intently as though willing the vehicle to come according to their schedule? Same idea, just more extreme.