The Crisis That Necked Me
I really won't name it.
I would have done it for Europe,
for the Continent that brought me up
put me down
and everything in between.
How we faced the crises.
How we carried the historical weight.
I won't name The Crisis that became too much
for me,
I just live my life, even if it's like 'heavy-weight'.
Wednesday 9th July 2025 9:17 pm
Through land, sea and air (Ter land, ter zee en in de lucht)
I can't really do this perfect(ly). (untweaked for 'authenticities')
I need you to continue Our Stories:
the ones that have shaped our understandings
from the deepest core to the farthest star.
Theories, theorems, it doesn't matter
who I am (of course it does)
but who you are
holds something from a sun or star.
Through land, sea and air.
We've come this far, to Space ...
Sunday 6th July 2025 7:06 pm
Not being a Catholic.
'Kevin, don't you think it's unfair, all your suffering?'
I don't know, I didn't really think about it like that.
I loved cartoons a lot.
Could see through lies, more than others. Maybe that's it.
Like, why would you bully others? That's so incredibly stupid&dumb. Yet I also made such mistakes, and paid dearly for it (so to speak).
Couldn't tell fact from fic...
Saturday 5th July 2025 3:33 am
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
There's a science behind reason:
something Platonic, although you'd disagree.
You, with your skewd versions of likes.
Who learn your vocabularies from media
and pronounce it like porno.
Come on, I know the human psyche.
I got one, I don't need psycho-pathology.
That's what I type to myself today.
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
...Wednesday 2nd July 2025 8:30 pm
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
There's a science behind reason:
something Platonic, although you'd disagree.
You, with your skewd versions of likes.
Who learn your vocabularies from media
and pronounce it like porno.
Come on, I know the human psyche.
I got one, I don't need psycho-pathology.
That's what I type to myself today.
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
...Wednesday 2nd July 2025 8:30 pm
The Survival of the Last Broken Word
They can drive an airplane into you,
But they can't drive you out of yourself.
Because what remained is meant to stay!
What they took from you is grave.
I felt it.
I was gone.
But something kept it alive.
It's still trying to bring me down.
But I won't let it. Not anymore.
It's too strong.
From the depths of the abyss,
The words have returned!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shattered ...
Tuesday 1st July 2025 11:49 am
Lies (1) In school, they pretend to teach you the truth.
It must have been lonely, empty.
All these lies you learn on TV.
Maybe it's just not the right words, or phrases.
You can bear it, untill the morning light breaks.
Bear it, but it's not real.
I can't cut through the lies in this blogpost.
Many times I've realized something's wrong.
In church we would discuss the topics.
In school..... it's too painful to admi...
Monday 30th June 2025 9:53 pm
The Last Order
exhaustion.
there's the final finishline
there's the final thingshop
where I've failed, holding onto anything
sometimes cherry-picked,
oftentimes too wrong.
That I don't really hate you.
Not in Africa. Not even in Antarctica.
We were born to unite the Continents of Earth.
And you were right.
They should have left me in the jungle.
https://youtu.be/RIZdjT1472...
Sunday 29th June 2025 11:47 am
Or something else that keeps us alive.
When I was just a baby, she gave me to the Alps.
And on my 18th Birthday, he gave me back my name.
I didn't wanna go to Canada, with them.
Thought one of us there wouldn't survive.
It must have been the Holy Spirit then. That guided as and kept us alive.
It must have been the Holy Spirits then. Or something else that keeps us alive.
Saturday 28th June 2025 10:15 am
BeLanguaged
Langua Franca took a stroll
typed emojis, called it drôle.
There she named it auris
after the fossilized Thesaurus!
Which fueled another witch
to make a sandy sandwich.
But still, there was no inktion.
We are in a mass extinction!
We are in a Mass Extinction!
Friday 27th June 2025 2:21 pm
Earth,Humanity,Nature
I did it. What I had to do.
To reach this point
where I am right now.
Still my psyche's weak,
it will need some time.
Give me time-to-heal;
Give me tools-to-heal.
We did it.
For me
Wednesday 25th June 2025 11:36 pm
Where the sun still rises and the winds still blow.
They came one night, from the turpentine
they stole our lives and rejoiced with wine!
They were the victors, at least for now
and we were so young, didn't know not how.
I would love to be you, to understand;
what a pregnancy feels like, or giving birth.
Maybe just for once, or a numbered times.
But I won't change gender, that's against my worth!
Maybe you thought that sun had set by no...
Tuesday 24th June 2025 8:40 am
The Millennial Testament
The picture is Pierre de Coubertin, founder of the modern Olympic Games.
At the cost of devastation,
I lie here in hypocrisy.
Having given all I had
for Humanity’s cruel judgements.
Then this symphony must end.
For a new generation’s born.
They can grow up with all the facts —
where for us, we have been formed.
So I offer up myself,
like the one & only sacrifice.
I have lived, tr...
Tuesday 17th June 2025 7:59 pm
My Evolving Artistry
Arduosities!
Peering Pressures;
Sneering, measures.
From that 'too local' paper
to the online 'free' dissonance;
I find my way right here.
Read Your Local Bulletin Right Here
Tuesday 17th June 2025 10:06 am
Because we were there.
Some dreams are badder than the real.
When I jump rivers like 'Jill of the Jungle'
deserted, as if the Munich Attacks never happened when I was there.
Coalescence, when 'The Mine' collapses, gasping/grasping
for Parisian breath.
Thus creatures crawl 'cross the blissful beaches.
In remembrance of us.
Because we were there.
Monday 16th June 2025 10:06 am
Let's call it 'Write Out Loud'-love.
I'd love to love your love, but
I'd love to love your love.
I'd love to live your love, but
I'd live to love your love.
I fantasize about you;
you can fantasize about me too.
I'd love to love your love, love.
But I'm here and you are there.
But for me this is enough.
Let's call it 'Write Out Loud'-love.
Saturday 14th June 2025 8:57 pm
Homelessness in our flat
We had homeless youth in our flat.
Third floor, can you imagine that!
Then we neighbours got into a fight.
Because for her, it was a fright.
Her bedroom was just next-door.
And the wall too thin to ignore.
We had homeless ones in our flat.
Third floor, just imagine that!
Friday 13th June 2025 8:50 pm
Just sometimes you&me. Just sometimes you&me.
We got the authentic alphabets,
We got the authentic isles.
We got the authentic innocence and issues. Measured miles.
I guess I call you treasure — (fresher?) On documented files.
Or did we split the icebergs 'neath the Earthsheets for all whiles?
Or did we split the icebergs 'bove the Earthsheets for all whiles?
I'd love to make a labyrinth,
For us to play again — A safe and...
Wednesday 11th June 2025 11:56 am
When life was good, for what it's worth.
I burned this song on a CD.
At the time, that was High Technology.
And I remember when YouTube came.
My life would never be the same.
Right now, the only thing I want.
Is to escape to that soundscape land.
With the stuffed animal I've held since birth.
And life was good, for what it's worth.
When life was good, for what it's worth.
https://youtu.be/7Xf-Lesrkuc
Tuesday 10th June 2025 1:06 pm
Spoonfed Addictives
https://youtu.be/fQpM4ENxYms
Nestlé, Danone, Unilever.
That is our heritage site.
Nestlé, Danone, Unilever.
Who could compare to its might?
https://youtu.be/fQpM4ENxYms
Sunday 8th June 2025 7:37 pm
Perhaps it's not enough.
Even spies need affirmations, just to get them through the day.
Even spies do confirmation, just to give them hope to stay.
Even spies grew up with Batman. Give a little for that child.
Even spies knew how The Earth fell. And perhaps I'm just too mild....
A quatrain could be easy. A quatrain could be rough.
The cadence could be even. The cadence could be off.
Perhaps it...
Saturday 7th June 2025 8:11 am
And I'm glad for my poetic heart, somehow.
There's no introduction.
No, no-no rhyme this time.
I saw a monster devouring Japan
and pulled up the curtains,
for the living-together
of two times two happy men.
Through the blinders, watch me and my life.
I live with a cat, not a wife.
Couldn't resist to rhyme. It takes me back to reminiscince.
I did kinda shove it down your throat, and I guess t...
Thursday 5th June 2025 11:02 pm
Netherland-Codependent (1)
At the risk of being Authentic
I'll take my stand this Seat:
this old&lonely hybrid, grid
has come to end its meat.
Such source is hardly savoury,
unfluent with the times;
Our course 't could be more wavery,
at least if not too right!?
Thus here, now less for 'Milky Ways'
that universe has shut.
Our planet's 'gain for 'Xtinctioning,
unless we change the plot!
...Tuesday 3rd June 2025 4:45 pm
I'm Surrendering To Music
That, which could not be me:
That where wasn't safe.
It's burnt to the core like a Phoenix
dashed into The Volcano
fierce, The Heart of the Earth.
And I'm surrendering to music now.
Saturday 31st May 2025 10:18 am
No metaphor to speak for us.
🕊️
Sometimes you are,
beyond my grasp.
Like truth's too much.
And nothing less.
Then touch is more.
But not too much.
No metaphor
to speak
for us.
Tuesday 27th May 2025 8:21 pm
It prefers a little more 'Baudelaire'
https://youtu.be/fXeKi6ZkbOw
The Matrix is a lie.
You know why?
Because humans can't generate limitless energy.
Nor can I.
And all the chess players say it's bad. (not all)
That you didn't even try.
To learn our different mindsports.
And all corrupted lies.
'Cause sports are all corrupted.
But you believe in LIES.
Well, A.I, doesn't think this is fair.
It...
Sunday 25th May 2025 7:38 pm
Community Call Cycle ('The Imperfect Neighbours')
First time, the annual 'Community Cycle'.
30 kilometers charitywise.
Yes-yes, I know, we're imperfect neighbours.
Can't really hide, it's facade in disguise!
Still I believe it's a good thing to share (here),
and it's only a sea, lake or ocean to there (mere).
Please forgive all the imperfections.
Communities call for us, everywhere.
Saturday 24th May 2025 12:23 pm
That we need to use Artificial Intelligence (historical failures)
https://youtu.be/lBPEkEOUUp0
A.I. isn't neutral.
Nor am I.
But I've only opted out for this.
Because of HUMANITY'S INCOMPETENCE.
To cut down trees
and think you can simply replace them with reforestation.
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The void left in the Earth
is the dark hole of your...
Wednesday 21st May 2025 12:15 pm
The Hoogovens Traumas ('Dutch Erin Brockovich')
We're scratching the surface, and it's asbestos
but not as worst.
Generations of suffering have been structurally forgotten.
The traumas continue, and those fruits are rotten!
It shows mechanics of exploitation;
of culturing nature into subordination.
I know I'm just scratching the surface now.
But it's here where I can, and can help somehow!
Monday 19th May 2025 9:30 am
Netherlands (With All Due Respect For Truth)
https://youtu.be/66kULJOdJPk
Netherlands, don't disrespect yourselves.
You've lived long before your name.
What is buried along ancient waterways
Might move — and remain the same.
Can you imagine us moving?
A future that's filled with good,
Where joy isn’t mere hedonistic,
But rooted in what it should.
With all due respect for truth.
Netherlands, this isn't over.
Netherlands, we...
Tuesday 13th May 2025 9:36 am
Only Songs Can Touch That Place
I'm searching for the words, that open up your heart.
We know this living hurts, and it hurts to be so smart.
Sometimes it's even simpler. We rise into the Sun.
But other times they pierce us. The words straight from the gun.
Oh bulletwounds Eterna. I know you long for love.
The Homo is for senses. The Sapiens enough.
I pray I'll let you linger. And I think y...
Wednesday 7th May 2025 9:52 am
Some Curryculum (Deserters?)
I used to work with Saddam's ex-general.
Yes, that is Hussein.
It wasn't too much worry:
We were just delivering curry.
Yes, he showed me some of his scars:
I guess it's the price of wars.
We were often in a hurry.
Because we were delivering curry.
Thursday 1st May 2025 4:22 pm
She Taught Me How To Be (A Criminal)
She taught me how to be a criminal,
the kind you'd always like to see.
She taught me how to be a criminal,
and I took those skills, refined, with me.
She taught me how to be a criminal,
and I saw how you don't get away.
Yes, she taught me how to be that criminal.
And life would never be the same (since that day).
Yes I'm being real authentic, now.
Yes I'm being hone...
Sunday 27th April 2025 8:14 am
The Prince&Princess of Patriarchy
This isn't gonna be your feelgood story.
It's also not really 'bout human glory.
See, how I am of royal genes.
Ten thousands of years, that's what it means.
My ancestors were brothers and sisters alike.
They impregnated all, just to keep us alive.
So here we are now, as the sol survives.
This isn't the Earth where everything thrives.
So this is the Patriarch Legacy....
Monday 21st April 2025 7:11 pm
Mary-Ann, the Moss, and (How Do You Solve A Problem Like ...)
https://youtu.be/s-VRyQprlu8
There we go, astair. I feel like, I should be at stake. Sometimes: One life for the road; Two nights for deliverance. I'm not badder than this. Nor Mary (Poppins). But we still avoid. Two things: One is sin; justified without,within. Two is The Mossad, whose rhythm rhymes with God. There we go again. Bringing Mary in. Merry Mary Poppins. Still avoiding sin. Merry Ma...
Monday 14th April 2025 10:02 am
Is It Okay? (Like Rome)
https://youtu.be/4AEott3hZhM
Is it okay? (now)
I'd like you to be
more than okay.
Is that okay? (with you)
Me wellwishing you like that:
like a gambler and its slot
machine. 'You can keep the coins!'
Or leave them at the bottom
of a fountain
of some old city
like Rome.
I like you like Rome.
Is that okay? (are we okay?)
https://youtu.be/4AEott3hZhM
Thursday 10th April 2025 4:51 pm
Like A Video Game (Magic & Mayhem)
Remember M&M's? (or Smarties, for that matter)
I got the local variant.
Suger-coated mayhem :)
A kitchen so indifferent, had lost all of its ambitions.
The child, still innocent, takes another snack.
And turns on the Video Game.
'I'll just have to get through to the next level'
And suddenly you remember:
This world of magic and mayhem is all there...
Monday 7th April 2025 10:48 am
Peche, pêche, pêché (sin, sins, Sins)
https://youtu.be/Wlj8d-lZFa8
'sur le pont, d'Avignon...'
I'm making an Apple
but for the sin
I'll combine it with peach
and call it Papal.
https://youtu.be/Wlj8d-lZFa8
Friday 4th April 2025 12:05 pm
For Earth And Humanity
https://youtu.be/-CmadmM5cOk
Did you mention her name? (Taylor Swift)
Does it ring a bell, or mean anything significant
to you, your loved ones, or someone you know well.
I want to explain things to you,
but it eludes us
and I think it's you, and your age... (or is it something else?)
We should take each other by the hand (if it's the only way)
and teach eac...
Thursday 3rd April 2025 3:17 pm
I've Withdrawn Our Hearts From Conclusions
https://youtu.be/-Lr4jYSJsZQ
I've softened my tone,
for you I've simmered down.
For us I'll live on:
hearing, without listening
listening, without understanding
understanding, without grasping
grasping, without clasping.
I've withdrawn our hearts from conclusions.
And in that motion, live on.
https://youtu.be/-Lr4jYSJsZQ
Thursday 27th March 2025 3:05 pm
To Nourish You
https://youtu.be/-OnejhDh_h8
Intro (ChatGPT): This poem explores the idea of community and the realization that we are enough. It reflects on how, once we accept ourselves fully, we can truly embrace the power of the community around us.
To be part of a community
is to be part of something bigger.
It's not like a bottle of Fanta,
but more like a thirsty child.
When yo...
Wednesday 26th March 2025 6:20 pm
I'm Passing On The Bright Baton
https://youtu.be/xpq5kSxw0ns
The Everburning Candle. With rays of Emotion. Passed-on flames.
As it felt.
I'm locked in.
We regather our strengths: one last quest.
The Holy Grail
Our engines find not the query! Help them!
As I'm fading into the lowlast.
As I'm sinking into the lowmore.
What to create? Invent? Innovate?
I don't have the Everburning Candle.
...Tuesday 25th March 2025 4:26 pm
What Language Never Will
Something 'bout the Potters
must be in my mind.
Why, I took the, 'vol de mort'
something more to find.
Why, these movements, always there?
Why, it's moving, moving still.
Can it captivate the mind?
Must it always be so full?
Why you loved the Potters.
Why you love them still.
It must be authenticity.
What language never will
Monday 24th March 2025 2:53 pm
Zaroush
https://youtu.be/uCwSZU2Yal0
Mama,
your practical pragmatism calls for a building:
Zaroush
You won't let yourself be erased. Your space has been reclaimed.
Could that be our purpose?
Zaroush
Then that is the soul. I can feel you. How is this possible?
Is it Tycho?
In it.
In it.
That is an apple, but you need to prepare the skin.
Because you're as delicate, and...
Saturday 22nd March 2025 1:04 pm
The Death Of Cory Monteith (1982-2013)
*This post could be triggering to some, please consider before continuing.*
https://youtu.be/5I0QgHCjmSQ
The rawness of reality;
you saved my life, but lost your own.
These scars won't heal immediately,
their tragic tears are not outgrown.
You brought us glee, but it's too late.
A.I. can't help your timely fate.
I hope humanity will see
one day your role in h...
Thursday 20th March 2025 5:06 pm
The Flow Of Coulance
Where air is water and water ice.
It's almost heaven or paradise.
Where hearts align and where lovers go.
It's almost heaven, that's where we go.
Wednesday 19th March 2025 12:36 pm
Must Be Rhythm That You Got!
When the blind think you're white
are you doing something right?
When the deaf think you're wrong
can you still get along?
When the lame think you're mean
are you happy to be seen?
When the dead think you're not,
must be rhythm that you got!
Monday 17th March 2025 11:14 am
The Happy End Of The Food Chain
https://youtu.be/D2_A3Ia-69U
'My cat has more food than some humans.'
It's so easy these days, to make a wholesome soup.
You buy your groceries, at the supermarket.
It's all good quality food.
Got the healthy olive oil, got the flavor enhancers.
The locally-grown pumpkins, now proudly in their orange.
And I add one cardamom seed; for the healthy relationships we a...
Sunday 16th March 2025 5:52 pm
With All Our Girls And Boys, Friends.
https://youtu.be/qGyPuey-1Jw
He has a girlfriend, une copine. A showroom model to be seen. She speaks her accent fluent. Now his life's grammatically congruent.
They walk together. With pleasant weather. And talk about what doesn't matter. And one day they'll perform their porn. To confiscate all lives unborn.
She has a girlfriend, une copine. A no-room model to be seen. They speak thei...
Saturday 15th March 2025 8:26 am
A Hundred Years From Now (Looking Back On My Life)
At the age of forty,
I already realized
that the damage, caused by life
was too much for me to handle.
All that masculin marketing
and teenager targeting
and my insufficient knowledge;
even far more insignificance!
That dystopias still end!
That there's power in the mystics
Healthy substitutes for fishsticks
And a hundred years from now
look...
Saturday 15th March 2025 12:42 am
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