{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #47} {My Safe Haven} 

You are my

safe haven as

you wrap me up

into your heroic

? angel arms to

protect me from

all those

trespasser that

trespasses against

me and this is

actually the only

time I feel at

ease with my

freedom and life

with so much

comfort as I

hate it when I

have to leave

this plac...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #46} {What Friendship Is} 

A friendship is 

not a game to play

And it is not a few words to say to each other

And if it doesn't start until summer, spring,winter and fall and it always last throughout all of the seasonas all year long 

And if it starts today, tommorow and yesterday and everyday after that and may I fall for a special...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #45} {One Last Time} 

One last time is what he said to me...

One last time for you to break my last hopes of us being together again... 

One last time to hear another lie from your lying lips...

One last time to hear you say baby I love you and I need you in my life which was another lie of yours... 

One last time for me to have my w...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #44} {Just The Way You Are} 

His hot steamy

dreamy body,

his cowboy hat,

his sexy smile,

his sexy kissable

lips,

his dark eyes are

lost galaxies,

his walk,

his talk,

his howdy

de do ma'am,

his abs,

his cowboy

boots,

his bandana

around his

smooth neck,

his faithful ?

horse at his side,

his be...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43} {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily} 

My

sleeping

angel

{Lily}

as her

eyes

became

to

heavy

to hold

open

any

longer

because

she

heard

Jesus

calling

her

home so

she

cried

and

gasped

for air

and then

she was

gone and

now my

life

isn't 

never

gonna be

the s...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #42} {Dear Brother} 

Dear Brother,

Yet another

holiday season

is upon us

`n` it still

seems like

the very 

first one

without you

by my side to

open up gift's

`n` then go

outside to

make a snowman

in the white 

wintery snowy 

weather`n` then

come back in

out of the cold

weather to warm

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #41} {His Smile} 

His

smile

was

like 

the

San

Andreas

faultline

rupturing

my ?

heart

like a

bad

deadly

end of

the

world

quake

just with

a little

smile my

way 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #40} {Shh Sleep Tight} 

Shh now don't

make a sound

as the ? night

falls across

this land as

you listen to

the sounds of

the busy night

outside of your

window seal as

you slowly drift

off to sleep now

shh~shh

good~night `n` 

sleep tight `n` 

wake with the

morning light 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #39} {Alone With My Unknowns} 

Face to face 

expansive

uncertainty

in the

shadows if

I hold on

to you 

I might 

not be so 

lost into it 

can't we create

enough light to 

force it to retreat

but you are a 

part of it too 

the steady ocean

in your eyes 

frozen when I 

wasn't looking

`n` I lay her...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #38} {She Love's The Cold} 

I love the cold 

it chills me 

to the bone 

it makes me 

feel whole

in this 

world of 

unknown 

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Dissociative identity disorder, previously called multiple personality disorder, is usually a reaction to trauma as a way to help a person avoid bad memories.

Dissociative identity disorder is characterized by the presence of two or more distinct personality identities. Each may have a unique name, personal history, and characteristics.

Sorry to say that's not me or never has been ...

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What are Chiari malformations?

Chiari malformations are structural defects in the base of the skull and cerebellum, the part of the brain that controls balance.  Normally the cerebellum and parts of the brain stem sit above an opening in the skull that allows the spinal cord to pass through it (called the foramen magnum).  When part of the cerebellum extends below the foramen magnum and into th...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #35} {I Will Not Live In Fear} 

Once upon a time

from my past I

once lived in fear

because of a situation

with an exrelationship

gone wrong because

this man became

insanely crazy over

me `n` he took it to

the point of calling

me day `n` night then

stalking me `n` showing

up in the dead of the

night trying to bre...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #34}{You'll Never Understand} 

​​​​​​You'll never

understand me

if you would

already know

my story but

I find myself

having to explain

it to you a billion

times but

apparently you'll

never hear my

silence `n` never

understand my

words if you

cannot find

away to

understand

me 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #33} {Ignoramus You} 

Why are you

such a ignoramus

person in this life? 

Because you seem

to be a smart

person in general 

but now I am

wondering about

that `n` I don't

deal with 

ignoramus people

either you want to

chat or just keep

on ignoring me like

you have been doing

`n` it's strange how

you ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #32} {I Am Holding You} 

Sweetheart I am

caressing you in 

my strong arms 

as I slowly lay 

you on the bed 

then you giggle

then I slowly turn

your cheek my way 

so I can ? kiss 

your lips `n` to 

taste those lips 

tonight are my 

best burning memories

that I will remember a

life time `n` every day 

for th...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #31} {The Nerve Of Some People} 

The nerve of 

some people 

these day's 

`n` then you

think way me? 

`n` then you are

thinking it would

be nice if the

military would

just nuke your asses

already 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #30} {It's Always Been Him} 

It's always been

him that has

loved me 

unconditionally

It's always been him being my biggest supporter 

​​​`N` it's always been him holding me up when I was to weakened to hold my own self up 

​​​`N` it's always been him loving me from first sight 

`N` it's always been him laughing when I laugh ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #29} {Rose's Are Red Poems #5} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

`n` all I have to

say that I regret

ever meeting you

or even talking

to you a major

douchebag `n` 

narcissistic man 

​​? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

Now please do 

remember your 

sex difficulties by 

not being able to

satisfy your ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #28} { Rose's Are Red Poems #4} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

Now don't forget

to use that anal 

cream that you 

for your bum~bum 

because you like to

stick thing's long

`n` hard up that poor

old bum~bum `n` 

don't forget to 

drink that rum~rum 

because this is all 

good for you plus so 

yum~yum~yummy...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #27} {Rose's Are Red Poems #3} 

​? Rose's are red, 

Violet's are blue,

As you will one 

day miss me like 

I have you `n` 

then you will realize

that you fucked up 

`n` lost something so 

rare that is so hard 

to find `n` now you 

can ? kiss my 

rebel southern

country derriere 

Rose's are red, 

Viole...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #26 {Rose's Are Red Poems} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

do you know that I 

cannot stand your 

lying cheating ass

any more 

? Rose's are red 

Violet's are blue,

damn how I 

hate to hear 

from you any

more these day's

`n` what more can

I honestly say 

because you made

me feel this way 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #25 {Rose's Are Red Poems #1} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

Now you are nothing

but a lame ass? joker 

that needs to have

his croaker 

removed all together

so there 

won't be no more

forced

innocent victims that

you can

capture `n` then 

killing them 

slowly 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #24} {Unsolved Mysteries} 

Ain't it funny

how some people

puts in an effort

in at first then

they don't any

more because they

vanish like

someone that's

missing due to

an unsolved 

mystery` n` that's

all they'll ever

really be 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #23} {Lucifer} 

Lucifer is rising

faster than the

heavenly father `n` 

his angel's cannot his

lustful, sinful hands

of Lucifer as he grabs

your soulless souls

to bring you down

to his level `n` to his

burning hellish throne

for that one mistake

that everyone has

made as we perish

`n` fade away into

the darkne...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #22 { I Can Do Bad All By Myself} 

Darling I need you

to hear me that I

can always do bad

by myself without

your help because

pain is a game that

we all play but I'm

always in overtime

`n` I still don't know

what it is to have a

damn good day `n` 

I don't need you

always putting me 

down making me feel

helple...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #21 {Just The Way You Are} 

Baby I just love the

way are because it

has me slipping through 

space into the darkest

hole circling us `n` girl 

you are amazing just 

the way you are `n` the

way you laugh it sends

chills up my spine `n` 

when you cry with those 

lips so stuck out pouting

makes me want to hug

you `n` ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #20 {Every Evening} 

You don't know

how it is when

you cry yourself

to sleep because

you are

missing

someone so

much

that your ?

heart 

is breaking

on the

​​​​​​inside 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19} {Living Death Traps} 

Well for many year's

now I have a

reoccurring vision, nightmare, illusion

that has me living

out a hellish living

death trap that haunt's

me ? night after

when I am able to

sleep 

but most night's while

I am asleep I start

to have these dreams

or vision's that seems

so l...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #18} {He Just Don't Realize That I Still Care} 

He treats me like

I never really even

existed to him even

when I did `n` now wish

I didn't exist to him

but in his reality I 

don't or never did but

I still do care though

`n` he doesn't care about

me or never really did 

because if he did he

would at...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #17} {Can't Sleep At Night} 

Sleep is what I would love to have at night but sleep never comes because I have insomnia that keeps me wake at night `n` then the other part is that my big brain is hard as heck to shut down so I can sleep all due to Arnold Chiari Malformation Disease because we attend to keep our brains on auto run so we will not forget...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #16 {I Am All Confused?} 

I am all confused 

I am unsure of something's 

I am finding myself like a chicken ? running around with my head cut off these day's 

I am dazed 

I am here trying to grasp my reality before I lose what little insanity I have left 

I am beaten 

I am broken `n` scared up good for nothing diseased infected big ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #15 {Hopeless Romantic} 

His eyes sparked

a flame in me

that I thought 

wasdead 

His lips tasted

like the sweetest

? honey dew

melon brushing

against my lips

for the first time

each time he

would ? kiss

me 

His hair was

wavy that was

so soft against

my naked fleshy

skin 

His laughter

was like s...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #14} {My Story}

The word's of

inspiration,

dream's from

that certain

person has been

beautifully

written on the

walls inked

down `n` linked

straight to my

soul that gives

me that courage

`n` strengths to

fight `n` my

battle because

I'll always

survive if it

takes the last

breaths in me

`n`...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #13} {No Southern Belle's Or Gentleman Far As My Can See} 

If this is the

main street

where southern

belle's `n` 

gentleman are born

at please stand

them up in a

line for the

world to feel

pity for the

red,white,blue

trashy redneck's

`n` hillbillies

which means

you too 

Because I

don't se...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #12} {White Snow Flakes} 

The white

snow flakes

began to fall

down like

the coldest

december

weather

outside

pearched on

my doorstep

`n` through

the darkened

dark of ?

night's of the

meadows that

once was

glistening white

`n` the white

snow flakes

began to mix

into a black

convoy ech...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #11} {Noiseless Silence}

The sound's

of the noiseless

silence that

ringings out

in their head's

like the

amplifiers

sound's off

that she's

dead `n` she

lays there in

the echoes of

hysteria `n` 

the noiseless

noise covered

her lifeless

emotionless

body with the

darkness as

the amplifiers

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #10} {One Wish} 

If I could

have one wish

I would wish

to wake~up

every day to

the sound of

your breath

on my neck `n` 

the warmth of

your lips on my

cheeks `n` the

soft~roughness

of your touch of

your finger's on

my naked skin

`n` the feel of your

beating ? heart

with mine as one

`n` kn...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #9} {My Shawty}

I am gaga for

you shawty 

`n` 

there's no

body like my

shawty 

`n` 

shawty you

make me fall

for you `n` 

can't you see

what you are

doing to me as

I yell it to the

world around us 

`n` 

my shawty

recuse me from

the cold darkened

waters that I

was drowning in 

`n` 

...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #8} {What A Typical Man Wants In A Woman?} 

Sadly she's a

good~hearted~woman 

But many people

doesn't appreciate

that in a woman

Because oddly

enough most

people prefers a

woman to be trashy

not classy with sass

about her because

it's all about what's

between her legs

when it comes

t...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #7} {A Story About Me I Will Tell It} 

If there's

a story

about my

life that's

a story

that I

will have

to be the

one to

tell 

because I'm

the only

who knows it

`n` can

tell my

story so

well `n` until

then my

story will

remain untold 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #6} {His Rhythm} 

His rhythm of

his songs played

like the sickest

twisted dead of a

deafening whistling 

whisper's through

the cold northern

lights that only

the animals could

hear that kept

them howling

by the bay from the

amusement of his

meaningless song

that continues to

play his sickened

twist...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #5} {His Lying Eye's} 

His lying eyes

told a story of

a life filled with

lies deceit that

he was always

stuck on repeat

like a broken

record 

`N` he shouted

it to the world

making it sound

like it was a lost 

sunken treasure

chest filled with

his beautiful 

california sunfire

delight burning in

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #4} {No More Love Here} 

No more love here 

No more time for

you here 

No more loyalty

here for you

No more of my

valuable time for

you 

No more hearing

my say I love you

too 

No more of me

holding you tight

all night because

that's now long

gone `n` so

through

No more of me

having to listen

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3} {When You Are Not Happy} 

When everyone

around you is

happy but you

try really hard

to be happy but

happiness will

not come or

step back into

your life no

matter how

hard you try

to make it

happen 

`N` some day's

I wish that

I could sleep

an eternal sleep

so no would 

hear a pee...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #2} {Sometimes} 

Sometimes

I feel

lost in

this evil 

corrupted 

world we

have to

call home 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #1} {What A Southern Queen Feels} 

Sometimes the

southern queen

feels pain, hurt

`n` attachments

to people that

she shouldn't

in the first 

place as she

tries to hide

all the hurt `n` 

pain away from

the surrounding

world around her 

But that's her

biggest mistake

which becomes

her downfa...

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{Flash Backs `N` Nightmares} 

The bad flash backs `n` nightmares haunt's my life `n` mind `n` memory today it washes over my whole body almost crippling it like the first time it occurred it's purely agony on my poor old soul that I wish would disappear from me because it's a wrecking ball to my life today 

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{Satan's Child} 

He was born into

the world of

darkness with

the markings of

his father's

mark~of~the~beast

in three numbers of

six~six~six hidden

beneath the darken

fleshy flesh on his

corrupted body this

he had to bear

upon this world 

causing chaos and

ruckus throughout

this evil land of

his father's Satan

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{How Blessed I Am To Have You} 

I couldn't

even start to

fathom how

blessed I am

to have you in

this life with

me and in any

other life~time

before and here

after and no

matter where

or when I would

always still 

choose to fall in

love with you

my darling

love 

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