Anxiety
I'm here
I'm gone
I don't know where to be
It's me
I'm here
how far down can you push me
I'm gone
hate me, ignore me, wrap me around you
You can't even decide where you want me to be
I'll be where you are
waiting
to see what you'll do
I'm here
feed me, breathe me, bring me back
you're gone.
Thursday 22nd March 2018 4:42 pm
Benefits of an Anxious Mind
For myself
I hate you
for everyone else
I love you
you're a part of me
only benefit others
How are yous?
How can I helps?
What can I dos?
I'm there for everyone
besides me
You make my mind so busy
worry about him and her and this and that
but I'm here drowning
Torn into a million different pieces
Going a thousand different directions
a little piece o...
Thursday 22nd March 2018 4:40 pm
Unwanted Hesitance
I want to go
you hold me back
I want to stay
you're happy
I'm not content with this life you make me lead
I want to go
I try to hide and run from you
who am I kidding?
I guess there's always tomorrow to try again
I hope I want to go.
Thursday 22nd March 2018 4:37 pm
It's loud
Still
Be still
I want so badly to hear the birds chirping
it's too loud
I count my breath
I get to three
I sometimes pause to take it all in
then a wave washes over me
it's too loud
I can see what I want within arms reach
still an arm away
I'm trying, but it's loud
I count my breath
I get to four.
Thursday 22nd March 2018 4:35 pm
I'm Tired
I'm so tired
I'm happy and sad and grateful and mad
but it't a blur
it's fuzzy and I'm tired without an end in sight
a good day, a bad
it's all a blur
I'd like to say that it's getting better
but I don't even know
focus on a face
it's blurry
focus on a thought
it's lost
focus on a breath
it's broken
Maybe that's why I used to hide it
it was the only pla...
Thursday 22nd March 2018 4:33 pm
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