The times we could've had

The times we could've had would have made memories to last us forever.

Not to say the ones we have already are any less relevant.

But the times we could've had would have been the ones for the books.

The ones we shared with our kids.

The ones we reflect upon when our relationship gets rocky.

The ones that cross our mind mid-day while we're thousands of m...

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Approval seeker ~Page 20

Man of many secrets ~Page 106

Independent

Remorseful ~Page 226

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Humble  ~Page 92

Athletic   ~Page 53

Stout

Smart

Amiable

Noble

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Betrayal  ~ Page 359

Ailing  ~Page 125

Boastful

Aspiring 

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The talk we never had

The talk we never had would have included love, honesty, and pain. 

It would have included a harmony of unspoken truth balancing on the tightrope of each others feelings.

It would have us face our realities, the ones we didnt realize back when we were children.

Or at least the realities we chose to ignore and keep locked away.

The realities that when we come fa...

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Fight for redemption 

Actions speak louder than words and I know the words "I'm sorry" do not serve any justice.

There's no one left to say them to anyways.

So then what is left?

Should I sit and feel sorry for myself? 

Wonder what my life would have been like if i had known the whole truth.

Would that have even affected my actions or better yet how Baba acted?

Could thay have...

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For you, a thousand times over

A thousand times over means i get a thousand times to get it right.

A thousand times to actually go back for Hassan and be the friend I should have been back then.

A thousand times for me to take back that watch and money from under his bed.

A thousand times for me to be the son Baba wanted me to be.

A thousand times for me to get the love I have longe...

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Runnin'

Runnin' was something that never got me anywhere.

Whether it was runnin' from Hassan or runnin' him away per sey.

Or that I was runnin' away from being a man and runnin' away from the responsibilities that followed.

Or the fact that I would just run into my fathers arms , runnin' towards the love I wish i could've recieved from him.

Maybe i was just runnin' away from somethi...

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