“Run away”

That's what they say

“It's how you get the pain to go away”

So I ran until my mind went black

I ran until my lungs burned

And my legs quaked 

I fell into a ball

I crumbled to the ground

I Screamed and Cried

I tried to let it all out

In reality you can never escape 

If all your crying for your Mother to change

“Your being manipulative”

“Your being l...

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Tough love is what my mom called it

Tough love is what I grew accustomed to 

Tough love is what made it ok for him to cheat

Tough love is what made it ok to scream

Tough love

What is it?

Pain and pain again and again

But tough love

How would I be here without it

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Dear Emma

Rember the words you said?

The kind, loving words?

The I love yous?

The I'll always be there for yous?

The let me do your makeup?

The let me dye your hair?

I always aspired to be like you

But you changed

The I love yous

The I'll always be there for yous

The I'll always protect yous

You changed the way you do your hair

You changed the way you held me...

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A man walks up to the stand

His heart hung low

Tears tracing down his cheeks

The sky seeming bleak

His grave will only be three feet deep

And his soul will have a restless sleep

His family looks on with teary eyes

Not being able to say their goodbyes

An inicent soul once loved

And now has gone above

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The Monsters inside me 

Scream, Cry, Hide 

As if I'll never servive

Deep in my thoughts

I want to 

Scream, cry, hide

I hate it here

Traped in a cage 

That no one believes is a cage

But that is just the problem 

Because 

I scream

I cry 

I've asked for help

But now i'll just hide

I'll just keep in my head

One more year and I'll be fine

And be able t...

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Like a dream is looms

So beautiful

A light on a dark path I must walk

While people mock

A path hard and scary

With pain and turns

The walk to the city is not pretty

And some experances tramatizing 

But I keep going

It seems to never end

And I'm afraid I'll never make it there

Never make it to the safe, resting, City at the end

The light in the distance seems so ...

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Deep, Dark and mysterious

The Ocean hides things noun can see

Like the minds of children

Which is a further mystery

The ocean hides mosters noun can find

Like the child inside of me

Screaming with no air to find

Then its lifted 

To the light coral 

As I hear laughter 

And no longer think of thoughs scary things

But as beautiful as it is 

The coral is sharp

Li...

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That person holds me

I wish you'd be here please

I feel so lonely without you

So shaky I don't know what to do

Your not my boyfriend 

But seen all of me

And help me when I need you

I wish you could hold me in my bed

Kiss my head

And say it will be ok 

We arn't just frineds

But you just dont like me that way

I miss you 

And wish to kiss you

But you only hol...

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Smile more thats what they say

Smile more and everything will be ok

Smile more you look in pain 

Smile Smile Smile

That smile of yours is beautiful 

I wish you'd smile more

But my cheeks have gotten so sore

Put a smile on your face 

Even if it hurts

Because if you don't they'll leave you in the dirt

Smile or leave is what he said

Even though his grandaughter just p...

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How scary would it be

To let someone see

All your Imperfects, flaws, and mysterys.

To let them in despite the pain 

Be truthful and show honesty

How scary would it be 

To show all your parts inside and out

Would they judge and say mean things

Of be truthful, honest, and open with me

For I know there are two kinds of people

But how do I know which is which 

And will...

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Dark, Cold, Shaky
Fear, Embracement, Overwhelming

I'm small but I bubble and overflow
I come when you over think
And I stay when the wind blows

I stay when your lonely and crying
I am anxiety
Crippling and sad
Scared and Shaky

I stay until you find the person who listens

Who understands
Who holds you
Who pushes me away

I'm Lonely Crippling Anxiety

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