it’s really hard to sleep in a cold bed.

with every move the cold screams , “you’re alone!”

no one to hold & no one holding you.

you don’t exist - you’re unknown

to this harsh world and ,

yet , full of love & warmth ,

every night , it’s the same pattern. 

every night , the cold shocks the skin.

every night , you recall the fact that you are alone. 

the bed laughs as you ...

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she pushed & pulled her way through the shadows. 

with each move forward , she reached for a glimpse of light. 

with each move forward , the dark pressed on. 

steady reaching , moving. 

her chest felt heavy as she realized there was no end for her. 

there was no light , only more shadows. 

the shadows crept in the background , yet seemed to laugh in her face. 

it was as if the...

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the problem is memories.

they last too long. they linger in my head. 

the good, the bad, they all get mixed together. 

i remember all the wrong, all the shit i said, 

so i sit here wondering if i'll remember forever. 

the problem is emotions. 

they make me feel. i'd rather be numb. 

i never asked for them, but my body wants to react. 

they're all so real. can you take ...

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does the wind fly?

can i go too?

the sky is lonely.

where are you?

does the wind fly?

can i go too?

i am the sky

without you. 

does the wind fly? 

can i go too?

the sky will cry,

just not over you.

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i think it is time to let go

the cloud is forming again

the dark is calling again

my heart doesn't beat the same

smiling doesn't feel the same

people scare me now

i am alone now

rebuilding this heart which was stolen

i can no longer feel broken

i think it is time to let go

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my eyes caught yours

but i was nowhere in grasp

my smile became contagious 

but you couldn't make me laugh

my presence made you nervous

but we connected paths

you tried to give me the world

but you took it just as fast

my love showed you the world

it just wasn't your last

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full of color

i see gray

full of love

but no one stays

full of existence 

but why me

the world is beautiful

just not today

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