it’s extraordinary to be human with feelings. usually it’s brave to have a voice. now in this world it’s unheard of to be heard. to actually hear each other is just not what done. but it would save lives to be this way. to reach out and give your hand or take one that needs yours is braver than you think. i choose to stand alone and that’s selfish of me. today i was different. today i was brave. a...

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what if my concept of love doesn’t exist

what if i’m the only person to protest my heart and desires 

does it matter that i can love with everything in me and expect nothing back 

does it completely go against being

human - for being human means selfishness

my selfish act is to demand to be loved in one way to one person 

i can’t get this out of my head i want a love that’s speci...

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i can’t feel anything inside, only the pain is left to reside

i don’t feel hungry or cold, just an aching chest with a heartbeat growing old 

i do not feel warm or tired, i feel the deepening pain of fire

maybe my soul left me for good, leaving my body behind like burnt wood 

it would explain my emotionless face, and lack of picking up a normal pace 

i can not feel my fingers or toe...

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Everyday gets harder, and my heart feels even darker

Nothing can compare to this kind of pain, so thank God my tears don’t stain

If they did people would know, trying to mask the pain that doesn’t show

The days i feel possessed, i try and peal it away; get undressed

You don’t know this kind of pain, until your life pours down like rain

Then comes the feeling of paralyzing fear that ...

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