Laying here crying

While you keep go on ignoring

 

Actions scream so loud

But you your just to proud

 

I am sobbing

The beds rocking

 

The pains getting to be to much

I just rather get punched

 

I am bleeding from the inside out

My thoughts cloud with doubts

 

We are going down a path to no where

I can  feel you drifting over there

 

I just want to die

But I stay here I cry

 

You go on talking

And I just internally scream

 

It's to late to stop this

I can't fix it's a hit then miss

 

My hearts broken

Word your not even spoken

 

You don't want me it true

And I am starting to not want you

 

A person can only get so much

Before they scream just fuck

 

My mind and life fall apart

It's a broken mirror for a heart

 

Only God can heal this

Cause I am a bitch