The Old Garden Gate
A WWI remembrance poem
(First published online for Northern Life magazine 2018)
It creaked as he left:
The old garden gate
He’d promised to fix it
But now it was too late
Tearful in the doorway
His mother cries out,
‘Do it when you’re back, Billy!’
And of this she has no doubt
He waves,
And off to glory are the swathes
Of boys, and men in their prime
Escaping the coal dust & the grime
Such an adventure awaits
Far beyond their garden gates
For King & Country, family & friends
They’ll all be heroes when it ends!
It may take a few month
So most of them reckon
But, three meals a day
And eternal glory beckon!
Joining the DLI
Are a ready made team
Already used to graft & grit
Men forged from the anthracite seam
The training is basic
But no time to waste
In a foreign land
There’s a victory to taste…
***
Some men throw up
On the crossing to France
Some have a laugh
Some sing and dance!
Billy takes note
Of the ship’s trailing wake
He likes how it foams,
And then how it breaks
He likes how it settles
Into a gentle, swaying calm
And hopes it’s an omen
For his brothers in arms
He writes to his Mam
As her only son
He knows she’ll be hurting:
I’ll soon be done!
It was 1906
When his father was taken
The pit rumbled black thunder
The whole village was shaken
His Mam never remarried
Said, it would be a lie
And besides, she had her son
The apple of her eye
***
The Battalion is now marching
As news of hell filters through
But the humour still flows freely
A little sarcasm gets them through
Marching through a village
Wafts the smell of pies & bread
It makes them think of home
And words they left unsaid
But, somewhere near the river Somme
Is where weary feet can rest
A good night’s sleep & a hefty meal
And they’ll all be at their best…
***
The shelling is relentless
It shakes their very bones
It feasts upon their inner self
‘til the mind becomes unknown
Some, get dragged away
Still quaking in their boots
The collateral of a shell-shocked mind
Too disruptive to the troops
Some are ‘home from home’
Digging tunnels underground
Forever vigilant of the enemy
And that familiar rumbling sound
Billy has trench foot
Of course, he’s not alone
Men waddle like lame ducks
Before they cast a single stone
He writes to his Mam
(It would be his last)
Rumour is they’re going over
Finally, the stone is cast
Set my place at the table, Mam
I’ll soon be coming home!
And this is what she did
But would forever sit alone
***
They’re waiting for the whistle
Some men look around
Gentle nods & subtle winks
To these brothers they are bound
The tension is mounting
The Commanders are shouting
The whistle blows
Over the top they go!
A cacophony of thunder
Blasts them asunder
Mortar and machine gun
Obliterate the first run
The whistle blows once more
Billy screams at the faceless foe
His bayonet is fixed & ready
But the bullets come thick & steady
A brother’s blood adorns his face
One who’s gone without a trace
The breath of Satan then rolls in
Full of wickedness & sin
It sears the flesh & burns the eyes
And feeds upon their plainful cries
Through yellow mist, a gas mask emerges
Billy fires a shot & forward he surges
The enemy is down, but he feels no joy
Somewhere a mother has just lost her boy
There’s a cry for help, then another
He stumbles forward, ‘I’m coming brother!’
He feels a punch to his shoulder
(body feels a little colder)
His rifle has gone, but he stumbles on
There's a glint of steel:
His innards revealed
A mortar explodes, flashing searing heat
He’s no longer on his weary feet
His hands sink deep
into the cold, red mud
He’d get to his feet... if only he could
His memory drifts home
To his Mam and his Dad
A realisation of what little time they'd all had
Then, strangely,
He thinks of the old garden gate
Slowly creaking to its inevitable fate
‘I’m sorry, Mam’, in soft whispers, he says
And slowly drifts to the end of his days
***
His mother sweeps the grime
From out the front door
She hears the gate creak
And then tumble to the floor
For a brief moment
She swears she sees her boy
Wandering down the path
Full of life and youthful joy
But it’s fleeting
She carries on sweeping
Ignores her rapid heart beating
Ignores the momentary fear
Ignores the random tears
And this is how it went
Until her days were spent
Forever wishing her boy home
While he lay in a grave unknown
***
His body is trampled, buried deep
Above him the fallen begin to heap
He’s just one of many, missing at war
Gracing the soil beneath the earth’s floor
Let us never forget the sacrifice made
Every lost soul a foundation laid
This is why Britain is Great and free
This is how we all came to be.
So wear your poppy with absolute pride
And remember all who fought
And all those who died.
Stephen Atkinson
Sun 8th Nov 2020 10:18
Thank you very much Greg & M.C. for the comments.
And M.C. I'll be thinking of your uncle and all the lives lost at my local cenotaph today.