Awaiting Bliss
I'm no longer me, she said
Later, when clouds passed by
Her mind went with them
She discovered it, sometime later
in a jar upon a dusty shelf
In a room unfamiliar
Where Time had nibbled away
at the glistening softness
to leave a part of it missing
But she wasn't to know
It was others who relayed it
In sympathetic stares
And, enforced, Mona Lisa smiles
In the mirror there was familiarity
But of what, she couldn't recall
There was a child in there, somewhere
Slowly reverting back to the womb
Where it was warm & cosy
Without worry or pain
An easy comfort of nothingness
Where lay
A serene bliss in waiting
The reward of a peaceful rest
Brenda Wells
Sat 22nd Jan 2022 18:52
This really conveys the random nature of memory in Dementia.
My mum had this during the last years of her life and she would often seem to have a memory within her grasp, but not quite be able to reach it. Sometimes whatever she could remember just had to suffice even if it wasn't quite right.
Its a difficult time to be a son or daughter.