Poor Minded
I carry a few coins in my sweater pocket
I can’t afford much, especially not to lose
Life is too expensive but all I have are pennies
I used to be rich, however, I traded it in for a moment of silence
Working day and night, I'm still short to live in peace
Others have it easy; they have it all and more
They give me their 2 cents as if I know how to listen
Listening to inspiration is costly and I'm too poor
Soon I’ll only have scraps to feed myself a quarter of peace
Those are the days when I only have the truth to eat
I starve myself to ignore reality
I used to consume happiness but now I have a bowl of fear
Priceless moments are reachable and given to the rich for free
It’s a life full of memories that I don’t have the money for
How much does it cost to rent a smile?
Just for a few seconds, it will be more than enough
Life will charge you for breathing
And double for dying
Mental currency is confining
None of it is real but the mess I made is
I’d borrow all the money in the world to warm my heart
But no one would ever trade theirs for mine
I bartered with you to borrow yours
You said you sold it to someone new
I spent my last coin to make you happy
You had enough to buy the world but only gave me a speck
I was dying of hunger
While you nourished yourself with love
A life full of love is lavishing
I dreamt of having it all and still sharing it with you
You provided me with emptiness
And now I beg on the streets for a moment of silence again