There were fireworks tonight
And each time there was a spark
It reminded me of your heartbeat
You're still lighting up my life everyday 

Every breath I take is harder than the previous
My life is so incomplete without you
It feels like I'm breathing underwater
Where oxygen is scarce until you come back up

I would do anything to have you here with me
Life seems to be getting harder as the days go by
I need a f*****g break
Maybe heaven could use me up there to take care of you

Can you hear me, daddy?
I call out to you each day
Hoping that you'll call out my name too
I'm desperately longing for you

If only each of those fireworks were messages from God
Telling me that He made a mistake taking you from me
And that by miracle, He's bringing you back to life
God wanted you and needed you, but it's impossible that He needed you more than I do

If loving you the way I do brought you back to life
If missing you the way I do brought you back down to planet earth
Having you here with me like you hadn't left
Would be the only miracle I need to keep my life

To see you again
To hold your hand
To hug you, and to hear you
Would rescue me from my thoughts of suicide