Sudden rush of queries

Storming the brain

Seeking answers

Yet unexplained

 

There're too many why's and what's

Will I be able to satisfy them all

Analysing, critical thoughts

Introspection, retrospection going on

 

Questions of why's are stronger than of what's 

Both wrecking untold havoc 

Either way it's demolishing prejudices and biased network

That mind has woven over long gone days and years

 

Why we disappointed or why we care

Why can't we just let things as they may

Why we need to control everything

Why we always want more and more happiness

Why pleasure is preferred and displeasure abhorred

Why certain colours attract and others may not

Why people who we love are drifted apart 

Why we struggle to live with those who are not

Why things we like aren't meant to be

And those that's meant aren't within easy reach

 

I guess these are human emotional struggles

A war within mind to find mental pleasures

Accepting what please one's own desires

Repelling what's a hard pill to take or digest

 

What's going on around me

Why things are dark and hidden beneath

What's the future hours setting me for

Why I always land up hurt just like before

 

I guess we tend to question more 

Our failures and our downfalls

Instead of rejoicing achievements and victory

Those that made us happy, may be only momentarily

 

Engulfed by the surges and urges

Plethora of what's and why's circulating

In every nook and cranny within my grey

The matter outweighs the atoms of dismay

 

Once all these built up blocks

Are unblocked one by one

Demolishing these useless walls

Creating unnecessary obstacles

Mind feels at ease and rests peacefully

After all the mental adventures made and done

Sleep becomes an armour whispering answers gently