Happy makes me sad
Good makes me bad
Sane makes me mad
Laughing makes me cry
Living makes me die

I have lost control of my emotions
All that remain are crazy notions
I am on a rollercoaster ride
Nowhere to run nowhere to hide
I can't see the wood from the trees
Under a dark cloud if you please

Surrounded by wretched humanity
I fear for my soul and sanity
I struggle every single day
In the wilderness I've lost my way
At the end of my tunnel there is no light
I just don't have the strength to fight

All around me life goes on
For me all hope has gone
Do I  have a future that is bright
Will I one day see the light
Could I possibly find sanctuary 
If only my mind would set me free

I'm high and low
I'm up and down
I'm strong and weak
I'm a genius and a clown
I'm black and white
I'm quiet and loud
I'm right and wrong
I'm ashamed and proud

Happy makes me sad
Good makes me bad
Sane makes me mad
Laughing makes me cry
Living makes me die