Time and Windows
This poem is a reverie and contemplation of my mother.
Time and Windows
If the past is a tattered old book,
then why am I a ghost
at my mother's window,
so clear I can sense her mystery,
and her brown eyes, so alive?
Look, I can fly to her
through the high windows
of my memory
until I'm so close that she disappears,
and the curtain flutters silently.
A dream like this
must be a mere flicker of time,
a clipped reverie;
but I will try each frosted pane,
every attic skylight,
until the clocks run backward into yesterday.
Chris Hubbard
Perth
2016
Chris Hubbard
Sat 30th Dec 2017 00:16
Hello Graham and Patricio,
Thank you so much to both of you for your kind responses to this contemplation.
On your point regarding the first line, Graham, the image of the 'tattered old book' was intended as an opening reference to the relative unreliability of old memories (mine, at least). For me, even with memories of my mother, I find that they become gradually less acute, more afflicted with gaps and shadows as years go by; in one way, these personal defects were catalysts for the piece: I yearn for the bright realities of our mutual past.
All the best for the new year,
Chris