Denial
Black cast the sky an ugly mood
As she faltered down the lane
That evening, that last byway
She would ever use again
As round her wrapped the weather's hand
And steered her with control
Her only mind and focus was
On what would soon console
A smile in homely sanctuary
That inviting, friendly place
The comfort and relief then found
Within a warm embrace
And with these thoughts still comforting and relief then found
Within a warm embrace
And with these thoughts still comforting
That hand felt disbelief
Her escape from moment's distress
In reality quite brief
As from behind she was held
A hopelessness prevailed
And slowly but so rapidly
Veracity unveiled
He did not speak those thousand words
That screamed at her inside
She could not fight as they implored
No matter how she tried
Her heels trailed though the lose mud tracks
She focused on her shoe
For it was lost, a treasured gift
What was she now to do
He dragged her silently away
Save groans and heavy breath
And limply and ineffectively
She resigned herself to death
How angrily she cursed herself
Rebuked her weak inaction
As struggling she came to terms
With the certainty of her action
Then in that ditch, within that copse
She whimpered to the ground
The rooks that mocked her circling
The over-riding sound
With wilted resignation came
Tacit complicity
Or so he felt, or so she thought
Such true duplicity
Their fears, emotions at the edge
As he tore at her clothes
And instantly, in slo mo time
Herself would then expose
The patterns on the bark took shape
Of faces she would know
She sought them there unconsciously
And focused to bestow
The green it rubbed against her head
Her legs becoming brown
As on the bank he forced his way
And he rocked her up and down
Her body numb, her mind aware
She fought with all her might
Where had this energy come from
To deny her to excite
And as her inner battle raged
The inferno grew intense
The rhythmic thrusts intruding her
Prevented a defence
And in emotion's cauldron of
Where right and wrong collide
She swam around so desperately
And let disgrace subside
An in an instant was embraced
A surge beyond belief
A memory to haunt her so
Through future shame and grief
And when it came it came so hard
Those textured faces stared
They judged her in her ecstasy
Though she no longer cared
As soon it came it left her then
And he once more returned
As deep inside her belly a
Raging fire burned
She shook, she fought, she wanted to
She pushed him with her fists
He just looked down and smirked at her
With that knowledge that exists
Then, just then, forced her more
He growled and pinned her there
His last and desperate final thrusts
Filled her with dark despair
She knew and she accepted so
The ordeal should cease
She yielded to that moment then
Allowing his release.
Christopher Dawson
Tue 19th Jan 2010 17:34
Cheers you two, much appreciated.
Glad you enjoyed Tone; the title says it all JA!
(it actually only attracted that title as I had about 5 goes at adding a pic, failing each time, and got frustrated)