Recovery
I feel a little more me today
The crying spell has passed
With each hour, ticking by softly, my lungs awaken
I breathe easier now
I enjoyed my morning coffee
Sat by the steamy windows
Watching the sunrise slowly emerge from behind the dewy grass
Colour is returning to my cheeks
Repairing some part of the fragile soul I was two days ago
I dream
Again
But they are no longer relentless nightmares like before
I had to breakdown
Live in the worst part of the destruction
In order to breakthrough
It is difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel
When you have your eyes closed
Cait Abbott
Wed 20th Nov 2019 07:36
Thank you both for your kind words. These past few weeks have done more damage to me than I could ever imagined, but somehow I’m grateful for it.
Being truly in my worst state made me realise that I’ve been in it for longer than I thought and now I can finally begin to get better.
cait