That deep breath we take before reasoning

With our thoughts, that last smile we put on

right before we stop existing. Why do I find

Comfort in my depression? 

Today is the new beginning of yesterday and 

Tomorrow is what’s left of today, no end to the 

maze, with little faith to even try to escape

from this dark place. Is it right to seek comfort

in my depression? 

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I’m Hostage to your memories and haunted

by your actions, I’m broken without your

touch, and maybe I’m sometimes lost. 

Can you teach me to smile, to walk gracefully

without a cry? Can you drain my blood and reset 

my brain? Can you free my soul? 

Can you teach me to love? To hold and to forgive? 

Is this too much to ask? Can I have a new heart? 

This time with to...

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I miss my demons most time,

They keep me sane and alert. 

Facing the hurt they claimed I caused

I’m paying for my sins in this ungodly

World. 

Haunted by my beautiful memories

leaving scars of the painful truth. I 

Can’t talk for he’s got my tongue,

His hands on my throat squeezing

And squeezing till I’m numb. 

I’ve been kept a con  by my own

Thoughts. As...

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You enter my life without permission,

You made me smile without my permission,

You made me cry without my permission. 

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We made mischief without permission,

We were troubled without permission,

We were blinded without permission.

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You...

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You were born a saint my friend and you’ll die a cripple.

The flavor of life hits you when you’re a young seed,

Yes!! of course, you’ll germinate but only a well nurtured 

 plant will be fruitful. 

Your days will seem long but remember it is short. 

Our lives are like seasons, only the well-prepared will

survive. Manners maketh man and dreams can destroy

reality, but a ...

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I can either sail through this ruff tide

Or die in the process. I’ve given so

Much to life and rewarded nothing 

But dead roses. You win this time 

life, CONGRATULATIONS.

Defeated by the ones I love, nothing 

but self harm in my thoughts. I can’t

Keep living like this especially if it’s

not worth it. You win this time 

life, CONGRATULATIONS.

Troubled by...

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I allow myself to believe that the 

Past will not affect my future but i 

Guess that’s just one of the lies i

Live by.  

My unbridled tongue often voice 

My inner thoughts without foreseeing

The pain it can cause in the eyes of my

Love ones but i guess that’s just a lie 

I cant spare them. 

The mare thought of my loneliness battling

Whatever consequences of ...

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"Listen, son you either fight or run,

life on this land ain't no fun.

Bury the pain and try again", words from

an old black man singing through the rain. 

Sweat from the stubbornness and marks from

the wicked, I work from sun up to sun down.

Life on this land my son ain't no fun. 

A mulatto from birth, scars from hurt.

Disowned by my father and left to live with a

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We're never taught the cons of LOVE, programmed and naive. Not to sound cynical, but I see reality with my eyes open not with them closed. 

We live on others' experiences and forget about creating our own. Love is not kind, love is not peaceful, and love is not pure sincerity. Love is nothing but chaos, pain, and cruelty to one's mind and soul. 

They teach us to find a soulmate from dusk, bu...

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I am the feather of a bird,

I am the leaf on plants,

I am that beautiful flower with rare colors.

I am the chair, the chair you sit on,

I am the ground, the ground you walk on,

I am the ONE that listens.

I am the white in the dark clouds,

I am that plant in the wide desert,

I am the grain of sand that you take for granted,

I am the sea, I am what you seek.

I...

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I thought lucidly as I watched him

smile, I'm constantly reminded of hers too.

What a broken society.... pressured by time

to move on, while grief plastered it.

But, how selfish can one be?

To just move on comfortably.  Honestly,

this society disgusts me. I feel nothing

but misery and pity.

This modern society is misguided

and lacks dignity. You must believe

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I escaped my dreams just to 

run right back to reality.

My soul fell right back into 

my unconscious body,

I took a sip of amnesia

rubbing my sleepless eyes.

As I lay there, trying my best 

to remember, the pain of grief 

and emptiness rush into my veins

sending pithy down my prideless

cheeks. Only if I could escape 

reality too.

I can't explain the tw...

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I've missed what we once had or did I 

imagine the perfection of colorful redemption,

I'm crowed by emotions, slammed to thick

walls without protection, we're not forgiven.

it's so hard to imagine the petals of today

can be the soil of tomorrow. A man with an ego

can be called an emotional hero to

people without morals. You seek

my forgiveness but you must first seek y...

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Shaded deeper than I was before,

Less happy than little rings on fire.

Why admire if it's not your desire,

you seek nothing but pleasure.

Unfold like paper, I write to remember.

Cold hands linger like fever, why not

give me forever. Dark leader, you hit with anger

forgive me for your loss but I'm older.

Broken glass that lasts, your blood through

my vein, I mus...

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Falling in love with the one that can break my heart
One step back ward and I'm broken apart. I cut myself but nothing came out, I'll tell you a story the next time I see your shadows in my heart.

I wanted to die for a second, but i was pushed against the wall and evolve to ordnance. Too scared to appear before the court foretold what's missing from the old.

Faced with the joke of truth I g...

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When i'm hurt i plead with myself to run from the pain, but how many times can you run without falling ,how many times can you dream with out waking up to reality, death's a lie to depression that my brain often turn to. LIFE's a lesson one of the reasons i listen.

I walk to the shadows , slowly forgetting what the light actually feels like. I creep to the shore to take my final breath,to hug t...

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To love a flower is the breaking of rules.                To break the rules ,well that i would do for you,dancing to clownfull tunes.

Rhythm of a bread crum,falling to the ground,a friend for just some,happy moments to remember,holding on to treasure,i need a friend like you forever.

Broken days are yet to come,but we must not forget the fun. I'm here to stay forever even if i'm far away. I...

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“I want to taste your thoughts while tasting your lips , I want to taste your skin on my tongue, put my hands in your hair .

If only I could get close to you. Smell your body close up, trace my fingers down your spine, outlined the curves that trips my mind.

You make me dream with my eyes open, like a lion hunting his prey. I watch from the shadows, afraid of the light you give off, I want y...

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Close your eyes,and image you're me.                                                                                                                   Open your brains let my thoughts capture yours.                                                                                                  You might see things you don't want to,but it's an option.                                              ...

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Sometimes you come with out warning,                                                                                                                      you're so impolite,you make souls cry and human chaos.                                                                                          Rain,Sun,Storms,and flames,nothing can stop your false triumph.                                       ...

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I'm counting my blessings,,i'm shedding my tears ,i'm missing you,,i watch my reflection,my reflection!!.....i see me.  Your image faded,i have faded!...the sky is no more,you're no more!..  Give me a moment,a moment to breath,a moment to wipe these tears..........................a moment to make things right again

I miss your touch,and funny laughs too..i miss those long conversations and mid_...

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Hello, little time man,heres my demand.Tick-tock,Tick-tock please stop the clock.where is the short hand,the long hand knocks.There is seconds aiming for the spot.                                                                                                    Hey little time man where's the short hand.                                                                                              ...

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Sometimes,your moods could be seasons.                                                                                                                 Emotions can be seen as winter,but,anger defines summer                                                                                      Make up covers you over ,but spring walks you sober.                                                        ...

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Shallow brains,gather loniness.Fear brings about a weak soul.we were one but you made us two....

Close your eyes and cry me a tune,,for you miss me but i never think of you.

Maybe i'm over thinking,or maybe its you,,maybe everything you talked about could be true.

Sometimes you never know what to expect ,sometimes it recks your inside.There is a space where a heart once belonged.

My fi...

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Life is love and love is life Giving up or giving in is weird Feed your thoughts with the right image Surround your self with in that image and absorb all its positive energy ,now that is life hun,,being able to with stand things,taking a slap when given to u and still walking away with a smile ,now don't get me wrong,but that is life hun Being able ,to walk,run or even breath ,to see clearly and ...

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I find myself lost in moments...at times,i would smile by myself,it would not be much but to my insanity it's ENOUGH,its like a drug I cannot resist .

Even a slight touch or glance,i twitch ....like a handicap .The cracking of the ice in my vein,WOW!!! Sometimes i feel more insane .

You might be surprised to see what actually goes on in my head ,slowly tamping my memories in a chest of hope ...

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Cripple paper between my fingers ,,
Red roses with thorns ..
Black top to match my sock,
I seek your face between the maze,
Soft laughters engulfing the fields ...
A body with out a face ,,I'm emotional now 
  Sitting at a table, sipping my tea....
I wait ,,,I wait on you to give u my cup of tea...
Smile for me, smile so I could see,,,,
See beyond the sea ...my seven cups of tea
My cup i...

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