I'm a person that i'd never thought i'd be...
All the mistakes that I've made 
All the love that I've given away..
My soul has ventured realms no one could ever begin to fathom
and I have seen myself die in many form... now I am the ghost in the room,

a hundred people surround but inside I'm nowhere around...

I'm in a constant search for answers to questions that cannot be answered..

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Here I am again!

I am something to be reckoned,

please don't take this for granted!

I am a beam of compassion and empathy!

I am a conduit to those that have no voice!

These may only be words but they are here to fulfill and delight

I will be your friend till the end,

I will be your light..

I will be your crying shoulder sweet child!

Oh this must have been what was destin...

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While you're walking on fluffy clouds feeling oh so high,

so happy in your time...

I am walking through fields of anguish and pain...

Am I just here to burn in eternal flame?

I am always the one to blame,

I'm the scapegoat.

Such a lovely shame!

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All that I tried so hard for,

All that I put aside to your...

For what? For what? For what?

You left me out in the rain and my heart was turned to stone...

Like a flower dying before it could ever bloom.....

I wrapped all my love in you..

I gave all of me to you!

For what? For what? For what?

now I am the loneliest I could ever be   

but I'm no longer a slave to your ima...

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Will it take me dying for you to see?

why did you have me?

There isn't much left for me to say and I can feel myself fading away..

I've gone the boundaries of this existence...

I'm in the deepest depths of anguish and I'm drowning inside...

I guess there is only one option left,

I just hope I don't make too much of a mess....

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You can't feel...
You can't see!
Every part of me I have given away..
I can't comprehend this world!
Instead of embracing mortality,
Living each day dumbed by greed and money,
Well you'll be sorry,
Cause in the end none of it will matter...
None of it will matter!
None of it will matter!
You can't feel and
You can't see
Every part of me I have given away....

A stranger is a friend t...

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I'm writing a song about you
so don't be surprised!
Writing down all the words you never let me say, yeah
I'm going to show you one of these days..
I'm going to let you know how much I've had to endure and overcome...
I loved you more than any words or actions in this life could prove...
For years I've swam the deepest depths of my emotion
and walked through fiery flames of anguish
I had n...

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Typing...Trying to think of words you can't ignore.. 

and I'm still hanging on but for how long?

You know what you mean to me

but you let your mind paint a picture so sick and obscene,

well child that just isn't me...

Won't you just at least let me be your friend...

someday there is going to be an end... is it all going to mean anything then?

I'm still hanging on but for how l...

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Ain't no security guardian to meet me here..

It's just me and me it will forever be....

I move along!

Alone, to wonder and travel on my own.. To battle and fight..

Constantly dreaming of better times...

I move along!

Yeah and all I see.. more pain in sight.. You know, yes.. oh you know how I've tried..

Nothing ever seems to pan out right but I still move along and I think I...

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It's all going to hit you dead on, but I'll be long gone...

Think about it!

You can't hurt me anymore...

Think about it!

I gave you my endless love but you fell prey to your own 

Think about it!

One day you'll look back but I'll be long gone...

So baby think about it!

Leading the vulnerable with your selfish lies,

All the time you were hurting others lives

but one day...

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Endless chaos it wrecks my mind...

My soul is burning through this cold shell of mine!

Inside my head an ocean of sadness and loathe...

and in each day I struggle to stay afloat...

I'm alone...I am..so..alone.....

This is not a phase!

With not a single sign of peace in sight,

nor a fragment of solace that I can find...

I don't feel there is any other way and

in this mome...

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Come home child...I can feel you now!
Walking through that door,
with all of those soft warm fuzzy thoughts in your head...
I wish I could have somehow warned you of the pain that lay ahead...

Baby boy you were so sweet!
Always finding happiness and joy in everything you did...
Now your life is sad and you'd rather be dead...
Yeah!

The cross to bear at home and school, you knew wer...

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This person you see..I am,
this person you all try and read!
I am this person you don't believe and you'll never know
Nothing is actually what it seems but one day the truth to be known..
I am an enigma!
I have ventured the furthest extent of this life and I continue to wander beyond the boundaries of existence. 

My soul thrives in my dreams..

 In this life not everything you believe in...

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I'll never forget what I have felt
and all the things that I have dealt..

So long I've drug on so lonely and weary
I often wonder how much longer I have to worry
and I'll never forget what I have seen
and all the things here, far and in between...

Oh how I lust for death..
This life has only made one a mess,
Oh how I cannot wait to see the end..
Escape the mistakes and my hell within!

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Sweet lovely never had the chance,
Oh how it struck me so..
the dog on the side of the road..

You have all been enslaved by self gain and judgement...
Why waste time?
What is sane?
Who's to blame?
and It struck me so!
The dog on the side of the road..

Look into those eyes...you'll see that everything dies...
So sad that we only insist on the pursuits of our own...
Might as well let ...

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