habit
Frozen things burst
if they are reheated
to quickly
that is true
for metal
stone
and glass
as well as for hearts
Sunday 13th December 2020 8:46 pm
reasonable
Just once I want
to wait at a bus stop
I don´t know
for a bus that will take me
to places I don´t know
where I will do things
I don´t know
in front of faces
I don´t know
for reasons
I don´t know
Saturday 31st October 2020 8:55 pm
switch
It´s not the night
that´s the enemy
not the darkness
not the blackness
not the silence
they don´t harm
they don´t judge
The night just levels
just hides
just calms
just accepts
it´s the day that expects
it´s the day that compares
that blinds
that screams
that yells
that argues
that divides
In the night all is still
all is black
and all is well
Tuesday 13th October 2020 6:33 pm
First love
The mornings we spent laughing
with eggs and bacon
and cups of sweet tea
because we didn’t really
like coffee yet
and with flour on our faces
because we were making pancakes
and you decided to start a fight
These are some
of the warmest places
in my heart
It´s so sad
I can´t remember
what kind of tea you liked
Tuesday 29th September 2020 11:19 pm
the good kind of sinking
It´s crazy
that I needed
a crisis
to remember
that I don´t want
to hate you
that I don´t have
to hate you
that it is
in my power
to leave the pain
of the past
back in these
fading memories
where it belongs
instead of
digging it out
and holding it
in front of my face
where it´s blurring my vision
every time
I see you
I don´t have to
fight you
because of it
I don´t have to
...
Tuesday 22nd September 2020 11:47 pm
builder
Every little thing
that could make you smile
should make you smile
Happiness
doesn´t arrive in one piece
it is built slowly
and carefully
out of tiny bricks
stacked up
until they finally
form a house
a home
for your heart
to live in
Every little smile
ads a brick
Monday 31st August 2020 11:54 am
eyes
If I only look
into the sky
instead of
into your face
while we speak
you will only hear
what I say
and won´t see
what I don´t
Tuesday 4th August 2020 7:12 pm
tilted
it´s harder to write
about happiness
than about pain
because happiness
is something
you´re trying to hold inside
while pain
is something
you´re trying to rip out
Tuesday 28th July 2020 7:34 pm
why we drink
it´s the feeling
of liquid fire
running down your throat
spreading heat
all the way to your core
with every sip
a bit of warmth
a bit of life
returns
and some of the cold leaves
with every sip
your breath slows
and your heart rate
goes back to normal
with every sip
the silence
becomes a little less quiet
and your room
a little less empty
with every sip
you fill yourself
...
Thursday 16th July 2020 7:42 pm
Out of reach
I wouldn´t even know
if you lay sick
on a hospital bed
I wouldn´t even know
if you went all in black
to a loved one´s funeral
I wouldn´t even know
if you sat in that bathtub again
with a razor blade
at your wrist
I wouldn´t even know
I couldn´t help you
Saturday 11th July 2020 6:10 pm
shards
I believe firmly
that all shards
no matter
how small and fragile
no matter
how fractured and forgotten
no matter
how long ago
they broke
can be mended
can be reassembled
into the vase they once formed
and that this vase
can be as strong
and as beautiful
as it once was
I firmly believe
that nothing
is beyond repair
nothing
can´t be mended
it just takes
more and more work
th...
Tuesday 30th June 2020 6:09 pm
walk
The lights we spill
as we walk by
keep the darkness at bay
in the people we pass
Monday 22nd June 2020 4:51 pm
float
The joy you brought me
in tough times
was the straw
I breathed through
underwater
Monday 15th June 2020 8:32 pm
letterbirds
A commitment
a simple word
that hushes
through the air
between us
means everything and nothing
at the same time
The words we speak
are invisible
they just float
and disappear
into the night
unless they find
an open soul
that catches them
warms them
and keeps them alive
Who knew
words have hearts too
Tuesday 9th June 2020 4:54 pm
city
Not in reality
do I walk through this forrest
not in reality
do I hear these birds
or drink this cold water
of the morning leaves
I look up
and see the green sunlight
breaking through the concrete
finding me
in my little box
I wait here
patiently
until it takes me home
Wednesday 3rd June 2020 7:12 pm
old friend
Give me some time
to remember
who I was
when we met
you might not like
who I am now
Sunday 31st May 2020 6:02 pm
marching
We are walking
barefoot on the grass
holding our lights
in front of our faces
A silent march of stars
searching for a home
on a dark night´s path
We do not know
where we go
we do not know
why we walk
We just look around
and only see movement
so we decide
to run ourselves
Take a break
little star
get some breath
gain some strength
Let your light shine
right here
right...
Thursday 28th May 2020 5:06 pm
torch
Hold up your torch
and shine a light
into another person
instead of only
into yourself
Always remember
there is enough darkness
in all of us
Monday 25th May 2020 6:53 pm
need
I don’t need you
to make me laugh
I know funny people
I don’t need you
to hear me talk
I have listeners
I don’t need you
for an argument
I´m surrounded by brilliant people
I need you
because me fingers
won´t stop trembling
and I keep panting
I need you
because my mind is
flickering
and won´t hold still
I need you
because my vision
keeps blurring
and I can´t see
I d...
Saturday 23rd May 2020 6:36 pm
sold
An empty bookshop
breaks my heart
It´s a piece of candy
rotting
in a wrinkled hand
with no grandkids in sight
Tuesday 19th May 2020 7:34 pm
journey
The pain
you feel in the days
before you leave
before you put
the life you have
at risk
It´s this pain
that tells you
that this life
the life you had
was worth something
A home
a real home
should never be
an easy thing to leave
Sunday 17th May 2020 7:23 pm
clouds
Feelings are raindrops
we can see them coming
but we can´t do much about it
Thursday 14th May 2020 8:55 pm
friend
Trust me
you`ll be fine
you’ve been through worse than this
mastered harder challenges
overcome greater obstacles
beaten bigger enemies
and never once
have you truly given up
never once
did you truly fail to find your way
and do you know why?
Cause that little fire
burning in your chest
refuses to go out
and keeps fighting
and keeps going
and keeps you running
and keeps you winnin...
Sunday 10th May 2020 5:05 pm
full
There is no more room
for any more
silence
in my home
or my heart
Thursday 7th May 2020 7:05 pm
universe
You
and only you
decide if something is real
or not
cause every mind is a universe
and reality only a beggar
Monday 4th May 2020 10:18 pm
burn
Find a person
that doesn’t make you
burn yourself for them
but soothes you
like cold water
on a fresh burn
Bring me peace
there is enough war
inside me
Saturday 2nd May 2020 8:47 pm
wind
Fall in here
into this room
into this life
into this home
like a golden leaf
floating through the window
on a warm summer breeze
A gentle push
that changes your way
and brings you
to me
I´m waiting for you
Tuesday 28th April 2020 8:28 pm
Lie
I made that up
and that
and that
and also that
and that as well
I say to people
I don’t care what you think
but then
why do I lie so much
Sunday 26th April 2020 8:40 pm
Spring
Silence
real total silence
wouldn’t be so bad
what´s cruel is that you never get
total silence
you just get
enough noise
to remind you
how beautiful music is
but you never
get to listen
to a full song
Not enough
but just enough
Friday 24th April 2020 9:05 pm
real
Are you
a myth?
Some fairy tale figure
made in my heart
Or do you breathe
do you have lungs
that suck in the air
and a heart pumping blood
through your veins
If I catch you
in the end
will I feel
soft warm skin
in my hands
Or a cloud of smoke
disappearing
through my fingers
Tuesday 21st April 2020 8:23 pm
Cold
Just lay your hand
in mine
when I´m shaking
because the frost
is running through my veins
Just lay your hand
in mine
when my eyes flicker
and all I can see
is darkness
Just lay your hand
in mine
you don’t have to do
anything
you don’t have to say
anything
Just lay your hand in mine
I just need to know
I´m not alone
out here
in the cold
Wednesday 15th April 2020 9:06 pm
Go away
Forget me please
I scream at you
as you knock on my door
with tears in your eyes
in that black dress
once again
I hit you
with all my force
push you away
and slam that door
into you face
I hear you cry
in the rain
and I know
you´ll be back
I can´t kill
a memory
Sunday 12th April 2020 10:47 pm
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