The Crossroads
The Crossroads
When your lost on a path down the darkest of highways
When you don’t have a light to lead down the byways
When the roads all converge on the charcoal tunnels
And the skyways take you to the dark smoking funnels.
When you look in the mirror and the bogey man stares back
When you formulate peace into your plan of attack
But looking around shows you only the corners
And eve...
Tuesday 16th April 2024 10:18 pm
Haiku
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Tears flow face feathers
Wrapping the world in wet wings
Cradling hearts broken .
…………………………………..
Emptiness vacuum
Space floating in space floating
Stars shining for love.
…………………………………..
Smiling beautiful
Peaceful tranquility there
Rest now your heartsfists.
…………………………………..
Love is flowing down
Love lasts longer then hatred
Overflowing love.
…...
Tuesday 16th April 2024 8:50 pm
Cold Steel 1982 Falklands Finale.
Cold Steel 1982 Falklands Finale.
War. Going to war. Been at war. Guns, death, killing, been killed, destruction, explosions, maimed, digging holes, living in the ground, eating bare cold rations, craving a hot cuppa, changing your socks, trench foot, fear, flying in helicopters, de-humanisation, freezing, dead, scared, bad jokes, jets and bombs, losing friends, taking life, walking miles,...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 11:20 am
I Dance With The Ghosts. Falklands 1982 Eight
I Dance With The Ghosts. Falklands 1982 Eight
I dance with the ghosts
Of those long past
I can’t remember their names
I just know that their time
Far too early they came.
I see their souls still
Standing proud
As they battled till the end
And I wish I could remember
All their names.
As they danced the game of death
I see each one ...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 11:17 am
The dead man Falklands 1982 Seven
The dead man Falklands 1982 Seven
I looked in the dead mans eye
There were maggots crawling.
Soon flies would be flying
surrounding the poor mans head.
The smell of death scoured my brain
All I could think was “what pain”.
So I looked again. And looked again.
And drawn like the flies I looked again.
His lips drawn back in that dead mans smile
I wanted t...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 11:14 am
There's danger near Falklands Six
There's danger near Falklands Six
Stop! Stop!
There’s danger near.
Maybe right here.
A careful bending
of the knee.
Maybe a hundred bodies.
Maybe more
All along that
Bloody shore
From a distance looking
Like potato sacks.
Helmets, FN rifles,
Machine guns,
Helmets and packs
Anything to lighten
The load upon that bloody road.
T...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 11:11 am
White Flags Over Stanley. Falklands Five.
We sat and cleaned,
We sat and polished,
We sat and oiled,
We sat and checked
The action.
We sat and checked
Our mags.
We counted spare mags,
Filled them with caress.
We counted grenades.
We looked to the horizon.
We looked for the airport.
Changed our socks.
We were cold,
We were battered
And we we...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 11:07 am
Face Down. Falklands Four.
Face Down. Falklands Four.
I saw him face down in the dirt
We turned him over softly
Almost covertly.
Three small holes
All we could see.
Sightless eyes
Looking at me.
Farewell my brother
We’ll always love you.
We’ll carry you gently
And lay you to rest
That awful black bag
Does you no justice
For the times you
Laughed and brought
Us some freed...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 11:04 am
A muddy fucking hill. Falklands Three
The hill.
Just up
the hill.
Need it.
Right flank
Cover for centre.
Ghurka’s on our
Left flank,
That’s good
They’re good.
Then advance
Fast and hard
Bound.
Don’t take
A round.
Fix bayonets
Shit
That means close.
Please no mines!
Please no mines!
Rounds buzzing
And cracking.
Fuc...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 11:02 am
Check the bolt Falklands Two.
Check the bolt Falklands Two.
Check the bolt
For action
Hands slip and slide
Mud and sweat
Sweat and mud
“Alright mate”
“Aye”
“Alright mate”
“Aye”
“We’ll be alright”
“Aye”
Said a thousand times
a thousand times
“Alright mate”
“Aye”
Check the bayonet
Check the bolt
Check the mag.
Fucking hands
Shake
And sweat
Fucking ...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 10:58 am
Ah' Chris mate. 8th June 1982. Falklands One
Ah' Chris mate. 8th June 1982. Falklands One
Ah’ Chris mate,
What a fate,
We’d laughed
and cavorted
Before the fun.
I’d had sex
In Pompey
And lots of rum.
It’d take a lot
To make us run.
You in your engine room
Me in mine.
All seemed well
All seemed fine.
Your ship
Was knightly
Mine was grey.
As we both looked
Out on that mis...
Tuesday 16th February 2021 10:54 am
Vomit City
Vomit City
I was stumbling home
the rain had turned to hail.
Ahead staggered a woman
Spewing in the gutter
Looking very pail.
So I lifted her from
The sodden ground
and said I’d walk her home.
She pointed out and mumbled
And off we went on her trail.
We came to a dark door
Behind was sounds of cheer
She asked me in
“Come and have a beer”.
The house...
Saturday 16th January 2021 3:45 pm
Barfly
I’m a barfly.
In bars I fly.
I slap tenners
On the wet
Bar top.
People stand clear
Waiting for me to flop.
But I don’t drop.
“Whiskey, double”,
“Erm Jamisons please”.
“Water?”
“NO” and “no bloody ice”
“You’ll kill it”.
“Unless it kills me first”
Wish I had a tab
Just in case.
I don’t fight.
But sometimes
I glare, at those
Tho...
Thursday 14th January 2021 4:26 pm
Deaths living dance
I met someone recently who reminded me...Getting old... it makes me laugh and cry when I see and speak to some older usually active people who have decided that though they were young and middle aged idiots, age has now bestowed wisdom upon them by the osmosis of years passing. Sorry your just evolved into an old idiot!
I dance within my dreams
I walk a road of tears.
The mist seeps ...
Monday 7th December 2020 5:29 pm
Magellans Straight....
Magellan Straight Chile.
I was sailing on the water
Looking down I could see my face
I imagined me down in a cool dark place.
My boots chafed my blistered feet.
It was just like yesterday
A fathomless bottomless canned repeat.
Staring in that cool dark place.
I stumbled to my cabin
It was just a mess.
I decided I had to clear the deck!
My feet still hur...
Friday 27th November 2020 11:50 pm
unnamed
Unnamed.
The lossless homeless
Living tomorrow every day.
Sometimes magic beset their minds
As reality unfolds and enfolds.
Fifty pence in a battered cap
As they stroke their lives companion
A mongrel dog of dubious parentage
Whose eyes carry depths of love.
Sometimes the fifty pence is a twentieth
Of that much hallowed bag of brown.
Keep your needle...
Tuesday 24th November 2020 10:20 pm
Gare Du Nord 1978
Gare Du Nord 1978
The fucking train is fucking late.
It makes you wait and fucking wait.
The cold seeps creeps, deep inside.
Shuffling underdressed outside.
Thinking of philosophy
But the cold makes it impossibility
Waiting waiting fucking waiting
Platform four Gare Du Nord.
Its fucking cold but the French
still wander dressed in chic.
Up and down up...
Sunday 22nd November 2020 11:57 pm
Lost Love I miss You My Glasgow Girl
Lost love.
From my sleep
I saw a vision
In the strangest
Damned position.
A bad condition.
Damned by sleeping tears
And subconscious fears
I slept through the pain
In silence and cold rain.
The tears turned to blood.
I awoke stuck with tears
I glanced baby across at you.
I loved you in holy ways
You moved my mind
In many ways.
Yo...
Sunday 22nd November 2020 10:09 pm
A million miles away
I dance within my dreams
I walk a road of tears.
The mist seeps deep
Into my bones, to keep
As desperation takes hold.
Seeking love
When all’s laid to waste.
Love will tear us apart.
Its been said it takes hold
as all around is fear driven cold.
I saw two people copulate
Down an alley as I strolled.
A desperation i’d like to hold,
But the whiskey on...
Tuesday 17th November 2020 3:11 pm
My Crazy Diamond
Another song/poem. I wrote, and my sons friend and I recorded, its a bit rough cause it was recorded on his phone, but the words are mine.
My Crazy Diamond
As these words cascade upon the page
I feel a hole inside
Sometimes I shine like you
My crazy diamond.
All my friends say its good to have you back
But I’m not there
I’ll spend another day
Just staring at th...
Thursday 12th November 2020 9:49 pm
Blues For David.
A song I wrote a while ago, I played the guitar when I still could, arthritis in my hands has ended that, My cousins son sang and played the Harmonica and clapped.we never sat down and played it just sent stuff back and forth on the internet until we had something he could mix at his studio. Its about my son who died of a rare bone cancer, Ewings Sarcoma at eighteen years of age.
Blues for Davi...
Thursday 12th November 2020 9:35 pm
Dream dancing
I dance within my dreams
I walk a road of tears.
The mist seeps deep
Into my bones, to keep
As desperation takes hold.
Seeking love
When all’s laid to waste.
Love will tear us apart.
Its been said it takes hold
as all around is fear driven cold.
I saw two people copulate
Down an alley as I strolled.
A desperation i’d like to hold,
But the whiskey on...
Thursday 12th November 2020 9:17 pm
Lest we forget.
Check the bolt
For action
Hands slip and slide
Mud and sweat
Sweat and mud
“Alright mate”
“Aye”
“Alright mate”
“Aye”
“We’ll be alright”
“Aye”
Said a thousand times
a thousand times
“Alright mate”
“Aye”
Check the bayonet
Check the bolt
Check the mag.
Fucking hands
Shake
And sweat
Fucking hands
Shake
“Alrigh...
Sunday 8th November 2020 1:56 pm
Remember.
There are now more veterans from the Falkland Islands war that have committec suicide than were killed in the war. Please take a minute or far better the rest of your life to remember them and all the others.
Dressed as a pauper.
looks like a thief.
Pushing the boundaries
Of your disbelief.
The raggedy man
in raggedy pants.
Arguing loudly
i...
Sunday 8th November 2020 1:54 pm
Devil Take You
Devil take you
The mists wreath the mountain tops
The cold seeps through you like tiny drops.
There’s a gathering storm in those towers of stone
As you stare standing there almost alone.
The gods are absent from this scene
As you lose your mind to the dark and the dank.
He’s rolling down an unbeaten path
Like an undiagnosed psychopath
His staring eyes red ...
Wednesday 4th November 2020 8:57 pm
memento mori
Splashing along
In muddy water
Past the wall
Behind which
The off white
Ageless
Stones stare
Back at
Wanderers
And seekers
And pilgrims
And guests
Memento Mori
Seeking words
In ancient
Tomes of beauty
From long list
Of names
From long lost
Homes
And forgotten
Names
Of every type
And custom
And ...
Sunday 25th October 2020 1:52 am
Hessian sack
The demons hessian sack
He’ll reach into your heart
Find all those pieces
Torn apart and bring em back.
The good and the bad
Battling for the surface
Heat like a furnace.
He’ll probe your mind
With his molten fingers of brimstone
Digging for that touch.
That touch to take you to hell.
As he ignores your tearful yell.
But its what you wanted.
Yo...
Saturday 24th October 2020 4:09 pm
Faith
Faith
Faith dances in your head
Walzes its illusion.
You pray before you go to bed
Have faith to halt the confusion.
I have faith my shoes will still fit
But faith in the ephemeral bit?
Faith someones standing there
Standing behind everyones chair?
I have faith night follows day
But faith the mystical is here to stay?
I fear for those with faith!
...
Saturday 24th October 2020 3:29 pm
An open letter to cancer
Dear Cancer.
This could be a letter.
But its more a flow
That means much more.
Conscious-less rantings.
To break your cancerous bindings.
I tried to unpack the lidl supermarket bag with the pictures from the service the other day. The same lidl bag that we'd packed so many times for the drive to Leeds. Sentimentality for a brown battered paper Lid...
Tuesday 20th October 2020 2:34 am
All we are saying is give peace a chance 1980
All we are saying is give peace a chance 1980 (John would be eighty this year)
Eighth of December nineteen eighty.
John David Chapman took all that’s free.
A shot to the back four times was all it took
And all of the peacemaker went to fuck.
I was standing in the kitchen
One Herschel Road, Forrest Hill,
South London with the radio on
When I heard of the shot of t...
Thursday 15th October 2020 12:33 am
Lost Love I miss You My Glasgow Girl
Love lost
I lost myself today
Or maybe yesterday.
I walk these streets of grey
Unable to stop and stay.
I look upon your face
And feel lost loves disgrace.
I wander why you smile
As I wander mile upon mile.
The dishonesty in my head
Lays me down on liars bed.
I want to slash and burn
As I see the filth and turn.
Death walks alongside, a sh...
Wednesday 14th October 2020 12:03 am
The Twenty-seven Club
Lost at twenty-seven
Robert played them blues
Only twenty seven
And the ole devil got his dues.
Lost at twenty seven
He was the first, Johnson
He played them blues
But that ole devil came for his dues.
Janis Joplin sang us her heart
She was only twenty seven
When he came for her
Yes she payed her dues.
Jimmy Morrison rocked the wor...
Tuesday 13th October 2020 12:36 am
Sorry Love.
Sorry Love.
The band was shit!
Its name disappeared.
Gone from the bottom
of drink soaked memory.
I held a pint
mixed.
Half bitter half mild.
I remember that.
We stood at the back
I wore black
Flares on legs
And sand shoes.
You stood
Arm around me
Around slim waist.
Meaning something.
I stared into
A far off place.
...Sunday 11th October 2020 11:05 pm
Leaving the noise of yellow cabs
Touting for business
In poisonous fume filled ghetto
Egyptian American driver
“Here”
But not here
They say and stare
“Not here. Idiot”.
“Not here man”.
Stumbling life blind
Through the mists
And through the twists
And breathing the stinking air
Fetid furious oxygen theft
Buildings cov...
Wednesday 7th October 2020 11:07 pm
Jack Dempsey New York New York.
Oh god. Oh Dear.
A hangover in New York New York.
Small recollections through
hazes of alcohol pulsed pain.
Shaking fingers fumbling
for coffee and cigarette.
In a dark wood cased cabin
from sweat stinking bunk.
A million other people
who jerked through the same dance.
Night before around the world.
I stepped in time with you.
...
Tuesday 29th September 2020 1:51 pm
Clean dry socks, Falklands 1982.
We sat and cleaned,
We sat and polished,
We sat and oiled,
We sat and checked
The action.
We sat and checked
Our mags.
We counted spare mags,
Filled them with caress.
We counted grenades.
We looked to the horizon.
We looked for the airport.
Changed our socks.
We were cold,
We were battered
And we were soaked.
Thank god there’s
Always a joker.
The great artiste
One in every roo...
Monday 28th September 2020 12:44 am
Leaves up.
Leaves end leaving.
My leaves up.
My backs up.
Back to the boys
Who I’ll always know.
But I’ll find them.
And I’ll learn
to love em.
Each and every one.
Again.
Bound in adversity.
We staggered
through the pain
Lost in love
Twirling in the rain.
With a whiskey
And a rum
We’ll start it all again.
Its time to don
The uniform
...
Saturday 26th September 2020 5:21 pm
I'm all Lost. In The Supermarket
I went to the supermarket,
Right in my car I parked it.
I washed my hands,
Pulled on my mask.
I cleaned the handles
Of the black plastic basket
I’m not one to risk it.
So I did the safety.
I walked around.
A lovely cob,
A micro meal,
Some milk green top.
I walked along the arrows
That defined the narrows.
A guy came the other way.
He had ...
Saturday 26th September 2020 4:32 pm
My Crazy Diamond two
My Crazy Diamond
As these words cascade upon the page
I feel a hole inside
Sometimes I shine like you
My crazy diamond.
All my friends say its good to have you back
But I’m not there
I’ll spend another day
Just staring at these four walls.
Come crashing down,
I smash my flat up again.
Silence deafens now
As these words cascade upon the page
I feel that y...
Friday 25th September 2020 1:01 am
Gods supermarket
I went to the supermarket,
Right in my car I parked it.
I washed my hands,
Pulled on my mask.
I cleaned the handles
Of the black plastic basket
I’m not one to risk it.
So I did the safety.
I walked around.
A lovely cob,
A micro meal,
Some milk green top.
I walked along the arrows
That defined the narrows.
A guy came the other way.
He had ...
Thursday 24th September 2020 12:53 am
Devil take you
Devil take you
The mists wreath the mountain tops
The cold seeps through you like tiny drops
There’s a gathering storm in those towers of stone
As you stare standing there almost alone.
The gods are absent from this scene
As you lose your mind to the dark and the dank
He’s rolling down an unbeaten path
Like an undiagnosed psychopath
His staring eyes red wi...
Sunday 20th September 2020 1:07 am
The Liars Smile.
The Liars Smile
I sat and held your hand
A thousand times again.
Sometimes we heard
The strumming of a band.
And I sat and held your hand.
We swapped smiles that
I couldn’t understand.
As you laid in that
Hospital bed.
I often felt forlorn
There’s a smashing
In my head. Sat in silence.
Just feeling like violence.
I slipped away
To the pa...
Saturday 19th September 2020 8:25 pm
Sell your soul
He’ll reach into your heart
Find all those pieces
Torn apart and bring em back.
The good and the bad
Battling for the surface
Heat like a furnace.
He’ll probe your mind
With his molten fingers of brimstone
Digging for that touch.
That touch to take you to hell.
As he ignores your tearful yell.
But its what you wanted.
You stoond ...
Tuesday 15th September 2020 8:50 pm
Impulse
Cold Steel 1982
I don’t know
I cant stand
What is in my head
Or what is in my hand.
Should I care
ShouldI dare?
I have
And it was exhilarating.
I placed the hard steel
My mouth took it
aimed at my thoughts,
A squeeze of the finger away.
The steel was cold
Upon my lips.
Rear sight
Felt within my teeth.
One more pound
Of...
Wednesday 9th September 2020 5:49 pm
Splashing along
Splashing along
In muddy water
Past the wall
Behind which
The off white
Ageless
Stones stare
Back at
Wanderers
And seekers
And pilgrims
And guests
Memento Mori
Seeking words
In ancient
Tomes of beauty
From long list
Of names
From long lost
Homes
And forgotten
Names
Of every type
And custom
And ...
Wednesday 9th September 2020 5:44 pm
TikTok TikTok Tik Tok Times running out...... edited
TikTok TikTok TikTok times running out.
I watched Trump on the TV set
When a loud knocking
Was at my door.
I’d just come from my shower floor.
So I put on a dressing gown.
She stood there wearing a mask
I wandered who I was afraid to ask.
Had I seen her before?
My mate came round
He had a Hauwai phone
He makes plastic tops for plastic bottles
Here he ...
Tuesday 8th September 2020 8:51 pm
A soldiers tale 1982
Dressed as a pauper.
looks like a thief.
Pushing the boundaries
Of your disbelief.
The raggedy man
in raggedy pants.
Arguing loudly
incoherent rants.
Stares covered in shame
Thinking of different
things to blame.
Don’t talk to him
he’s only a tramp.
Stay away from
his miserable stance.
Heap your scorn
on his shambling for...
Tuesday 8th September 2020 6:30 pm
Accross the ocean. Falklands 1982.
Face Down
I saw him face down in the dirt
We turned him over softly
Almost covertly.
Three small holes
All we could see.
Sightless eyes
Looking at us.
Farewell my brother
We’ll always love you.
We’ll carry you gently
And lay you to rest
That awful black bag
Does you no justice
For the times you
Laughed and brought
Us some freedom.
I don’t kn...
Monday 7th September 2020 11:30 pm
Dreamtime?
Dreamtime
I walked around cause I’d had a dream
All the people wandering what they seen
I lit a cigarette on a well scratched box
Looking up I thought I saw a fox
I looked again mad and keen
Searching for the message from my dream
Only suicide is the big question to ask
Camus wrote that on a napkin before the book
Yep I felt like Sisyphus climbing up that hill
I ...
Monday 7th September 2020 10:19 pm
In his image.
Stumbling through the chaotic selfish masses,
whose passing kicks and punches at honesty
destroy the desultory syntax that paranoia inflicted.
Curling the lips of the long kindred spirits.
Lips curling with semi happiness of nervous distrust
Lips curling with the comfort blanket of disbelief.
Brown kids looking at white kids thinking your a liar
White kid...
Thursday 27th August 2020 1:29 am
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