I wake up each day and feel nothing. I don’t look forward to the day. It is just a mission to get ready. To be prepared for what the day brings me. Is this right? Is this the way my life should pan out. Not feeling joy in each day is sorrowful. It is saddening for the soul. I have so much to feel grateful for, but I do not feel it. I am blinded by it. I don’t appreciate my freedom because my heart...

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I wake up each day and feel nothing. I don’t look forward to the day. It is just a mission to get ready. To be prepared for what the day brings me. Is this right? Is this the way my life should pan out. Not feeling joy in each day is sorrowful. It is saddening for the soul. I have so much to feel grateful for, but I do not feel it. I am blinded by it. I don’t appreciate my freedom because my heart...

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All I want is harmony in my life. Why can’t I get it? Why aren’t I deserving of it?

Did I ask for this unjust in my life, did I bring it upon myself to grieve such deadly sorrows?

I want harmony. I want to feel joy. I want my heart to feel love and my face to feel joy. My heart carries on to feel sorrow, to feel loss and brokenness.

I haven’t felt joy, a feeling of being with joy for a lo...

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Pain hurts

It makes me feel sad

It hasn’t been nice to me for a long time, it hurts my throat. When I want to cry but hold back the tears, the grief, I feel an intense pain in my throat.

Not many people know my pain because I keep it locked up inside, I am my own worse enemy for doing this, as I know good people would give me advice. But they cannot understand my pain .They can sympathise...

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