Why does one feel with the moon,

Hidden at day and awake at night?

Why does one sing a tune,

Of all that is sad and full of spite?

Why hold on to goodbyes

And keep a sour mood,

When by all the time that flies

You could have been renewed?

O, know that in my mind you fill

And you will always occupy my heart.

So that when the world for me grows still,

Of my soul you w...

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My bra has loose threads

And my hair falls out so much that I have to pull clumps out of my hairbrush

And my acne isn't getting better even when I wash my face every night and every morning

I forget to make my bed sometimes and I forget to pray to God.

And when I do pray I don't know if it changes anything

Because when I was little I prayed for strength and love and family

And Go...

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If one day I wake up

And I find you beside me

I think maybe I would hold your hand

I think I would tell you that I am lonely and afraid

And I would tell you I've felt like this since you left us

I'd tell you that no matter the day, or the hour, or the minute

I feel the aching hole you left behind in the young girl who adored you

I feel the hate, and the anger, and the sadness,...

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Why is it always like this? 

Why do I so often find myself alone in a crowd?

Looking this way

That way

But never finding anyone to embrace

Or to catch up with

Or to just say hello

It has to be something wrong with me right?

This can't just be coincidence 

It happens too much

And each time it hurts the same

If not more

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I see a small field.

A flower stands alone there.

It looks at me, too.

I ask it a question now,

But all I hear is silence.

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I wait patiently for you

Because that's all

I ever learned to do.

But I also learned

To breathe in

And to breathe out.

Yet here I am in your presence,

Completely winded.

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I look for you in other people

In her and him and them and us

I look for you in glances and in between words

In anger and laughter and tears

I look for you in other things

In a campfire or painted nails or the way I cross my legs

I look for you in a closed door or a sink full of water

In shoelaces or tractors or that one rooster I saw on the side of the road

I don...

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I brace myself against the wind

I hold tight to the blades of grass

But the wind is too strong

And I am too heavy 

I bury my feet in the ground

I find the roots and don't let go

But the soil is loose

And the tree is dying

I lock eyes with the sun

I sing my praises to the moon

But it's too bright

And the moon is tired

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i am

afraid

that if i

know

someone i will not

stop loving them. (why do i fear

the open tides. why are oceans

dark and mysterious.)

*Inspired by Jamie Oliveira's poem named Erosion*

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Who are you?

Oh how mysterious you are

I wonder what things you like

And what you do day to day

I wonder if you put

Honey in your tea

And if you like yellow daisies

And watching the sunset

I wonder if you like fall

Or maybe the springtime

And if you like to read

What books do you prefer?

I wonder if you see me 

Looking at you

I wonder if I c...

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My camera is blurry and I can't breathe

I see people passing by and I think maybe I should talk to them

But then I don't and they're gone and I'm alone again

But it's my fault that I only talk to shooting stars 

And it's my fault that the rippling waves don't move for me

And I know maybe I should try harder and be better but I'm so used to having no one and nothing

And these days...

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The time we spent picking blackberries in the backyard

And collecting spring onions and waiting for that strawberry bush to bear fruit but it never did

Or rolling downhill and getting rashes and making beds out of hay

There was a time where we swam until we couldnt see through the dark

Or ran until we couldnt breathe but we kept on running because we were scared if we stopped the happy...

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I can't feel the weight of you anymore

The heavy feeling of emptiness no longer pushes on my chest

But every so often

I'll think of your hands

One on the steering wheel

The other in mine

Every so often

I'll hear your voice

Loud like falling timber

But soft like rain

Every so often

I'll see your face

Faded slightly in my memory

But handsome all ...

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You told me I could

So I flew

You said I should

So I left

You knew I would

So I did

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To keep memories:

Hold them tightly to your chest

And feel the aching

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I would give you the sun

To make you happy,

And buy the moon

To help you sleep.

I would steal the rain

If you were thirsty,

And share the wind

To help you breathe.

I would grow you trees

If you were lonely,

And pick you flowers

So you'd feel pretty.

I would do anything

To be with you always.

I would never blame you

For something that...

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Call out to me again

Say my name

Remind me 

That I exist

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I flew on a plane

For the first time last week

To Dallas, Texas

When we lifted off

I almost teared up

At the view of the world below me

Where the trees were green

And rivers flowed

Where clouds were fluffy and white

And rainbows filled the sky

I am so incredibly grateful

To see our world at an angle

Where I could appreciate the smallest things

...

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I created a world

Where you were here

Holding me still

Despite it all

The world is coated in fallacy

And dumb hope

and lost love

And grief

So much grief

The world is yellow and bright

And filled with stars

And surrounded by flowers

And it holds all that is good

All that is beautiful

The world, I know,

Is not real

For how could anything...

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After my graduation

I walked around and waited for my family to come and find me

And It felt oddly familiar

Standing alone in a crowd 

Where everyone was being 

Embraced and hugged and together

It is an empty feeling

That was the epitome of my high school experience

And I felt like maybe I was not ready for the world just yet

I was scared to begin my life

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Yesterday it rained like the sky

Held all the sorrows of the world

And had finally released them

Onto the black pavement 

How could sorrow be so beautiful?

The raindrops hit the ground and I felt

Like the world exists so that we may view 

The beauty that is rain and sky and clouds

I stepped out into the pouring tears

And could feel the water cling to me

Like...

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Clear skies and sunny days

Tall trees and retro shades

The smell of BBQ in the air

The joys of spring we shall share

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I realize now that love

Should not be painful

Nor should it be given

To those who do not deserve it

I realize now that life

Is short and fast

So I should be happy

With the time and people I have

I realize now that I'm

Only a person

But I am so complex

And beautiful and alive

I realize now that we

Are all struggling to live

But we are all tog...

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I called you last night.

"Hello?" "Hello.."

I wish I could have replied.

I would have said "I love you"

Or maybe even "I hate you"

I miss you so much it hurts.

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I'm not sure

How relationships work

Or what to say

When you tell me I'm pretty

I know nothing

Of the cues,

Hints, and meanings

You put behind your words

I don't know how to tell

If the look you give me

Is of disinterest 

Or shyness

I have no idea

How anything works

Or how anything stays

So, why don't you teach me?

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I yearn for something

I can not yet touch or see

I yearn for something

That does not belong to me

I yearn for it like rain

On a hot summer day

I yearn for it like children

Who wish their father could stay

I yearn to be the future me

Who has everything I want

I so desperately yearn to be

Everything I am not

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Forgetting someone is slow

Like dirt being washed off you 

As you bath in a river and

It all flows downstream

You forget their voice

And the way their mouth moves as they speak

You forget the way they walk

And how fast they could run while you tried to keep up

You forget the music they like

And how beautifully they could sing

You forget the way they smile

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Ask me where I come from

And I'll tell you about white cotton fields

And honeysuckle vines that cling

To rotting wood fences

Ask me where I am

And I'll describe a lonely, sunken house

Resurrected by a lonely, hurting family

With nothing left but eachother

Ask me where I'll go

And I'll say somewhere, anywhere

But here in this empty town

Where memories make...

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Today the world is gray

The clouds hang drearily in the sky

They threaten us with heavy rain

The coming of a storm is nigh

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I love the sky in all its hues

All its yellows, reds, and blues

The break of dawn, the setting sun

The colors of a life begun

I love the flowers and the trees

The way they sway in the breeze

The blooming buds and prickly stems

Will make me happy 'til the end

I love the water, gently drifting

Just the sound of it is uplifting

The oceans and seas, ponds and la...

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And in the end,

We sailed away

On different paths

One Autumn day

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I remember you, 

And recall what life was like.

Is this all I've got?

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In the absence of you

I have found myself

Tucked away in a corner

On the highest shelf

Covered in cobwebs and dust

I sat there all alone

And waiting to be seen,

I wished for a life of my own

When you had gone away

I decided to look up above

And saw myself sitting there

Just a person who deserved to be loved

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