Despair
It comes in waves,Ā
The ones morning sun shinesĀ
over in silence,Ā
It begins with shallow breathes,Ā
Then the sorrow creepsĀ
condemns.
Ā
And with her hands,Ā
She brushed her cheeks inĀ
despair,
Loathing the tears cascadingĀ
towards the sand.
Thursday 9th February 2023 6:17 am
Blue
She looked me in the eye and utter these words within
āI am gay and I made peace with itā
I saw the pain in her eyes as she dove into my skin
I felt my heart shattered, suffering
Ā
āIām in love with youā, IĀ orates
She nod her head with a grin on her face
āSeems like you don't believe meā, IĀ stated
With seconds non to spare, she conceded
Ā
Arrows and bows IĀ felt she ow...
Thursday 15th December 2022 8:46 am
Rainbows and Sunshine
Skin so soft, feather like beauty
I trace your face with my fingertips
Your gaze drowns me in pool of emotions,Ā
I canāt barely breathe
Ā
Empty space with blissful silence
Feels like home with your presence
On a faraway island
Caught in whirlwind, when weāre kissing
Ā
Serendipity, it must beĀ
I stumbled upon perfect picture of everything
Somewhere deep within
...Wednesday 19th May 2021 2:31 pm
Adulting
They never told you how lonely it would be
To walk on your own, losing touch to people you know
They never told you how lonely it would be
To sleep on a bed, with no one holding you close
Ā
They never told you how lonely it would be
To speak out loud, but no oneās listening
They never told you how lonely it would be
To be with someone, with faded feelings
Ā
They never...
Wednesday 19th May 2021 1:52 pm
I gave you my heart, love
For I have given you my soul
I have never doubted our love
For I have loved you more
I dreamt no other man than you
To hold my fatherās hand one day
Take his daughter as your wedded wife
To care and love till the end of life
But youāve doubted my love
I had loved you unconditionally
Youāve taken me for granted
I stayed through the seconds my heart was break...
Monday 9th November 2015 7:59 am
Dear.Love
Dear love,Ā
I just didnāt wanna go numbĀ
My heart was filled with love so trueĀ
Such clarity and fantasyĀ
I just didnāt wanna loose you.Ā
Dear love,Ā
My heart has seek for seconds with youĀ
And your touch caressing my soul
As your fingers brush across my spineĀ
So your lips will eventually touches mine
Oh I just didnāt have the timeĀ
To dream of others except you as mine.Ā
Dear lov...
Monday 9th November 2015 7:58 am
Silent Killer
They made you feel so wanted.Ā
They took your heart and bathe it on roses
They caress your old scars with kissesĀ
Make you believe thereās nothing else more beautiful than their existence.
They look into your eyes and touch your soul
They make you crave for them more
They say one word and it vibrates your heart in wholeĀ
Make you fantasize you and them growing old.
They made you feel l...
Friday 22nd May 2015 6:01 am
I guess I'm afraid to love you
I put on my mask when I woke up in the morning.
The silent grins and the innocent eyes.
Filtering the truth I feared could dry the sea,
I smiled and laughed, they thought I never cry.
Through the reflection, I saw myself.
I stared at those eyes and sometimes I donāt know who it was.
My heart wouldāve repel itself from this body, if it has the chance to succeed.
Like a bir...
Friday 22nd May 2015 6:00 am
Deny
You deny the truth that you love.
You deny the truth that youāre insane.Ā
You deny the truth that youāre murdering your inner self.
You deny the truth that you want the unthinkable,Ā
cos you know youāre crazy
and you donāt mind.
Friday 22nd May 2015 5:58 am
The lying wasn't good enough.
You tell yourself its fading
You convinced yourself that you donāt need them
Some people believed you
Some people donāt give a damn.
You tell yourself youāre fine
You dressed your smile like a dime
Your eyes were teary but no one realized
Who gives a fuck about what you hide?
You quinched your fistĀ
Thump it against your chest
You wanted the pain
You know you need it.Ā
You tell y...
Friday 22nd May 2015 5:56 am
Demon I can't live without
āLooking at you is like looking at myself in the mirror. Only that youāre the demon in me where I wanted to cast away. But then again, you are also the drugs I canāt live without.ā
Friday 22nd May 2015 5:55 am
You came in right after he broke my heart.
You came in right after he broke my heart
The crack was too wide for you to mendĀ
You came in right after he broke my heart
I dragged you across the yard to feel my pain.
You gave me your all just to make me feel secure
I can see love written all over your eyes
You bathe me in those eyes everyday
And yet all I could give was just a piece of my heart.Ā
You tried to fill the crack in my ...
Friday 22nd May 2015 5:53 am
Rehab
"It'sĀ like you built a mountain of cocaine for me to get addicted to but then you put me into rehab for snorting in one line."
Friday 22nd May 2015 5:49 am
You
You wanted to go to a cliff and scream your lungs out but you realized thereās no voice coming out.Ā
You feel an ache in your heart, the kind where you felt it ripped slowly but you donāt know why.Ā
You wish to voice out those aching but thereās no words to describe.Ā
Youāre surrounded by oh so many people and yet you feel youāre the only one alive.
You listened to sad songs to make yo...
Friday 22nd May 2015 5:39 am
Serendipity
Youāre like a perfect picture of everything
Your mind, your laugh
That genuine smileĀ
Youāre like a breath of fresh air
So pure, curable
Itās insane how you made me feelĀ
You want me to believe Iām sane.Ā
I almost lost in all hopes
Love, life, happiness in whole
It was a downfall, endless hole
Somehow you came into my lifeĀ
And proved the world isnāt that bad after all.
Your words ...
Friday 22nd May 2015 4:03 am
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