Selfishly Hopeful
However hopeful a feeling
Some would be left reeling,
Would leave tomorrow without a greeting
To know hope could be so fleeting
If so selfish or altruistic
Hope can seem just unrealistic
Perhaps ‘twas there in drunken need
A separate drink would cause to plead
For reunion with the previous thought
The calm, contented one I fought
With bloody bleakness and contemplation
But I still recall the great elation
I felt it, I was it, sometime, somehow
And however low my brow is now
I can, thank god, for my good health
Take comfort in hope for hope itself