{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #47} {My Safe Haven} 

You are my

safe haven as

you wrap me up

into your heroic

? angel arms to

protect me from

all those

trespasser that

trespasses against

me and this is

actually the only

time I feel at

ease with my

freedom and life

with so much

comfort as I

hate it when I

have to leave

this plac...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #45} {One Last Time} 

One last time is what he said to me...

One last time for you to break my last hopes of us being together again... 

One last time to hear another lie from your lying lips...

One last time to hear you say baby I love you and I need you in my life which was another lie of yours... 

One last time for me to have my w...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #44} {Just The Way You Are} 

His hot steamy

dreamy body,

his cowboy hat,

his sexy smile,

his sexy kissable

lips,

his dark eyes are

lost galaxies,

his walk,

his talk,

his howdy

de do ma'am,

his abs,

his cowboy

boots,

his bandana

around his

smooth neck,

his faithful ?

horse at his side,

his be...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43} {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily} 

My

sleeping

angel

{Lily}

as her

eyes

became

to

heavy

to hold

open

any

longer

because

she

heard

Jesus

calling

her

home so

she

cried

and

gasped

for air

and then

she was

gone and

now my

life

isn't 

never

gonna be

the s...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #39} {Alone With My Unknowns} 

Face to face 

expansive

uncertainty

in the

shadows if

I hold on

to you 

I might 

not be so 

lost into it 

can't we create

enough light to 

force it to retreat

but you are a 

part of it too 

the steady ocean

in your eyes 

frozen when I 

wasn't looking

`n` I lay her...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #35} {I Will Not Live In Fear} 

Once upon a time

from my past I

once lived in fear

because of a situation

with an exrelationship

gone wrong because

this man became

insanely crazy over

me `n` he took it to

the point of calling

me day `n` night then

stalking me `n` showing

up in the dead of the

night trying to bre...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #31} {The Nerve Of Some People} 

The nerve of 

some people 

these day's 

`n` then you

think way me? 

`n` then you are

thinking it would

be nice if the

military would

just nuke your asses

already 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written May 29,2017 but posting ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #26 {Rose's Are Red Poems} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

do you know that I 

cannot stand your 

lying cheating ass

any more 

? Rose's are red 

Violet's are blue,

damn how I 

hate to hear 

from you any

more these day's

`n` what more can

I honestly say 

because you made

me feel this way 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #24} {Unsolved Mysteries} 

Ain't it funny

how some people

puts in an effort

in at first then

they don't any

more because they

vanish like

someone that's

missing due to

an unsolved 

mystery` n` that's

all they'll ever

really be 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #22 { I Can Do Bad All By Myself} 

Darling I need you

to hear me that I

can always do bad

by myself without

your help because

pain is a game that

we all play but I'm

always in overtime

`n` I still don't know

what it is to have a

damn good day `n` 

I don't need you

always putting me 

down making me feel

helple...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #21 {Just The Way You Are} 

Baby I just love the

way are because it

has me slipping through 

space into the darkest

hole circling us `n` girl 

you are amazing just 

the way you are `n` the

way you laugh it sends

chills up my spine `n` 

when you cry with those 

lips so stuck out pouting

makes me want to hug

you `n` ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #20 {Every Evening} 

You don't know

how it is when

you cry yourself

to sleep because

you are

missing

someone so

much

that your ?

heart 

is breaking

on the

​​​​​​inside 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19} {Living Death Traps} 

Well for many year's

now I have a

reoccurring vision, nightmare, illusion

that has me living

out a hellish living

death trap that haunt's

me ? night after

when I am able to

sleep 

but most night's while

I am asleep I start

to have these dreams

or vision's that seems

so l...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #16 {I Am All Confused?} 

I am all confused 

I am unsure of something's 

I am finding myself like a chicken ? running around with my head cut off these day's 

I am dazed 

I am here trying to grasp my reality before I lose what little insanity I have left 

I am beaten 

I am broken `n` scared up good for nothing diseased infected big ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #8} {What A Typical Man Wants In A Woman?} 

Sadly she's a

good~hearted~woman 

But many people

doesn't appreciate

that in a woman

Because oddly

enough most

people prefers a

woman to be trashy

not classy with sass

about her because

it's all about what's

between her legs

when it comes

t...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #5} {His Lying Eye's} 

His lying eyes

told a story of

a life filled with

lies deceit that

he was always

stuck on repeat

like a broken

record 

`N` he shouted

it to the world

making it sound

like it was a lost 

sunken treasure

chest filled with

his beautiful 

california sunfire

delight burning in

...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3} {When You Are Not Happy} 

When everyone

around you is

happy but you

try really hard

to be happy but

happiness will

not come or

step back into

your life no

matter how

hard you try

to make it

happen 

`N` some day's

I wish that

I could sleep

an eternal sleep

so no would 

hear a pee...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #2} {Sometimes} 

Sometimes

I feel

lost in

this evil 

corrupted 

world we

have to

call home 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #1} {What A Southern Queen Feels} 

Sometimes the

southern queen

feels pain, hurt

`n` attachments

to people that

she shouldn't

in the first 

place as she

tries to hide

all the hurt `n` 

pain away from

the surrounding

world around her 

But that's her

biggest mistake

which becomes

her downfa...

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{Flash Backs `N` Nightmares} 

The bad flash backs `n` nightmares haunt's my life `n` mind `n` memory today it washes over my whole body almost crippling it like the first time it occurred it's purely agony on my poor old soul that I wish would disappear from me because it's a wrecking ball to my life today 

`N` I can still see the flash backs `n` nightmares of the bu...

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{How Blessed I Am To Have You} 

I couldn't

even start to

fathom how

blessed I am

to have you in

this life with

me and in any

other life~time

before and here

after and no

matter where

or when I would

always still 

choose to fall in

love with you

my darling

love 

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{I Do Believe} 

I do believe

that God above 

created you for 

me to pick and

love unconditionally

and he picked you 

out from all of the 

rest because he 

knew that I'd love

you the very best 

I possibly can do 

only for you 

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{Hey Baby} 

Hey baby

when we

are

together

​​​​​​

And we are

doing 

thing's that 

we love

to do boy

I need you

to know how

each time I

feel like

I am in

"Heaven"

feeling like

I am high

off of our

love 

And I don't

want to let

you go 

And boy I

just need

you to know

boy how much

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{War Paint} 

I may wear

war paint on

my face but I

will not let you

say or consider

me as a ?

clown because of 

my back~ground 

and my native

american culture

because many men

and women has to

put on their war

paint on their faces

before wars and

battles just like

our own military

troops does today

and they are not

to be conside...

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{Let These Boot's Do The Walking} 

Little darling you

have walked all

over my ?

heart for it seems

to be like a

million year's or

more now and 

now it's high

time for these

boots to do the

walking all 

over your ?

heart and face

and then before

I am done I

will stomp your

? heart and

face into this

dang southern

ground that I

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{In The Big House Now} 

Well here I am

sitting in the big

? house now

and I can't 

escapefrom in

here and oh 

shit what do

I say now {oh

yes you best 

bringyour ass

down here to 

bail me the hell 

out of the big

? house now} 

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{Keepin` It Country} 

I don't have to have the finer thing's in life just keep it simple like me buy me something in pink or purple camouflage because that will keep my ? heart pumping, thumbing, jumping all day long because I'm keepin` it country because this sweet southern charm is real pure country and I do believe I'll be keepin` it that way and it's simple I was born that way or ...

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{Baby No Hand's Needed}

Baby no hands needed as I walk up on you then drop it to the floor in front of you while you are wanting to smack and grab my booty but I turn around saying no~no baby no hands needed as you are loving my rump shaker style because you are wylin on me while I'm dropping it like the newest stripper at the dance club classes shaking my salt shaker up and down rubb...

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{She's Trying}

 

She's trying to forget: 
 

She's trying truly to

force herself to

forget about the

conversations

between them

She's trying so hard

to forget his voice 

She's trying to forget

how he made her laugh

even though she felt like

she's was dying on

the inside 

She's trying to forget

all the beautiful

romance...

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{The Awaited Love Of A Lifetime}

This shy girl awaited

for the love of her

lifetime to come a

long into her lonely

life that made this 

delicate ? rose

stays so closed off

to the outside world

around her and even

more so to men

because the way she

has been hurt before

so she closed the 

doors for finding her 

love of a lifetime and

she me...

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{She Misses Him Badly}

They shared something

so beautiful and something

so deep and true but that

was so truthful lustful love

affair ended to soon because

he didn't believe her so she

went on her way no matter

how much she cared or loved

him and so much she wanted

to stay but she knew that

they would only hurt each

other in the end and they

did bec...

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{She's Shy} 

She's always been shy 

She's always

been tossed away

because of her

shyness 

She's always

been hiding from

the surrounding

world around her

because of shyness 

She's always been

unseen, unnoticed,

unheard of because

 of bad case of

shyness 

She wishes that

her shyness would

disappear one day

so she will be adored

by...

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improved version!

I read a poem

                about a dresser

                and all the memories it held.

I remembered

                one thing

                in a sideboard.

I remembered

                a long cone shape

                wrapped in cord

                containing something

                hard and dark brown, that smelled.

I never knew

...

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{I Feel You In My Bones} 

I feel you in my bones 

I feel you embracing so deep that I feel it in my bones even though you are no longer here with me it's your everlasting ever essence of you that has me feenin for you 

I feel you in my bones so much that I still carry your love with me every where I go  

I feel you in my bones as the day's are long 

I feel you in my bones ...

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{I'm About To Lose My Mind} 

I'm about ready

to lose my cotton

picken mind  

because the same

pain each day when

I open my eyes

is about ready to

drive this

woman totally insane 

because the throbbing,

aching, blurred 

vision, sensitivity

to light and 

​​​​​​sounds along with

the headache on top

of a bad migraine headach...

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{Conceit And Vanity Quote #3}

That old 

Billie~Bob 

think's that 

the ⛅ sun

comes up 

just to hear 

him crow 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on August 3,2016 but posting here on 12/03/2017 all rights reserved

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​​​​​{Hold My ✋ Hand} 

Hold my ✋ hand 

and make me 

forget about life's

troubles and let's

drift away to another 

time and another

place a million miles 

away and ? kiss me

softly and very tenderly 

making all of my troubles

go away with the timeless 

winds of us and hold

my ✋ hand and love 

me like you have 

never loved me

before and need ...

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{Mad At Myself}

I'm so

blame

mad at 

myself not

you

I'm so

blame mad

for me 

always being

so nice to

you and me

always

apologizing

for thing's I

didn't do  

​​​​​​And I really

am mad at

myself for

getting so

attached to you 

And making

my life

depended on

you and

wasting my

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{With This ? Rose} 

I will keep it with me even after it withers and died 

And 

I'll place into a book to hold our love that way until the very end of all times

Because with this ? rose is delicate to the touch so protect it with your love

And 

Your love is forever real 

And 

As the day's is lon...

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{Choice's} 

Well I'm stuck in a hard spot with a beautiful new blooming romantic relationship because this person has asked me for my hand in marriage and I'm somewhat scared to make a big commitment to him like that knowing I've had bad experiences with my past relationships before him 

And mu mind is telling me to listen to my ? heart that is still beaten up because of ...

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{Sometimes You Forget About Yourself} 

Sometimes you do 

 forget about 

yourself when you 

 are to busy 

 taking care of 

 someone else and 

 other people to 

 but always

 remember to take 

 a little time for 

 yourself and always

 remember about 

 yourself because 

 if you don't no

 one else will 

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Sunday, March 6, 2016

Rare Brain Disease

When you have a rare

brain disease with no cure yet

So long ago as me being

inside my mother's

womb a very bad rare

brain disease was

passed on to me while

I was inside of my mother's

womb

Then from that time I

have found out that my

disease is called Arnold Chiari 

Malformation Disease

a...

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{Diseased Brain}

Some day's I wish my brain worked like other's brain's did of being normal but since I was born this way I can't help it when my thinking or writing gets messed up with backwards word's or being out of place but I do fix them if I catch them 

But if I could help it I would but sometimes I have no control over that and it's like chiari takes over my train of th...

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I try to be there by your side throughout the year’s but now the time has come for you to be by my side through this incurable illness I am dealing with but I’m left out in the cold waiting for you and maybe that will change before I’m dead

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{Invisible ? Ghost Writer} 

The background scenes of a ? ghost writer that is transparent and so invisible to the outside world around her as she keeps her invisible identity hidden beyond the fences of her ghostly safety because she has been abused, beaten, verbally abused at the hand's of society and you that has left her broken for year's and as the ghostly female writer hates that she ...

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I love the eastern band of my native ancestors and family today and all the dances and pow wow's

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