Today was the day

You said goodbye

Left us in this world

You went above

Now watching down

You were there through it all

Seeing you glow

When your great grand kids were around

My kids sitting there on your lap

The joy in your eyes

Smile on your face

Now I write your eulogy

Thinking of all the times

Through the years

You were there for me

Throug...

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I see where I came from

Where I went

Living happy and proud

All the things around

Nice shoes 

Nice house

Nice cars

My mind

The days pass me now

The thoughts surround

One more day

Or evening perhaps

Just to wrap my head around

The things I found dear

One more minute in the moment

Is all I wish

It all came crashing down

Burned to...

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The days grow old

Just wondering by

Hours ticking past

But where is my mind

When the day is done

Hours flying by

I guess I'll lay on down

Settle my mind

Hours getting longer

Sun light fades

Another sleepless night

Where am i?

Thoughts are racing

Busy days ahead

All these things 

Laying heavy on my mind

With the sun fading behind t...

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I find myself

Walking around

pacing back and forth 

Through the house

Down the hall

My mind going crazy

Stirring constantly

I find myself wondering

Pondering it all

Am I made for this life

My hopes and dreams

My daily aspirations

all these things fail

The end of the day is near

I sit here wondering

Could it just be me

Or is this world ...

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Hey there pops, I know your there

your watching from high above

Way up in the clouds

Your finally home where you belong

Past the clouds, high high above

Watching down, now over us all

You'll be there, like you've always been

In our hearts, now high above

Hey hey bro, your finally home

How've you been, watchin the kids grow

Let's hit our spot, bring some fish...

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Tonight my heart reaches out to the frozen abbiss

Searching for you

Yearning for your love

Reaching out till its veins fall off

Your no where to be found

The darkness keeps creeping in

To what end will my heart hurt

To what end will my feelings hunt

You lied to me for months

Keeping him in secret

All the while

Promising me your heart

Your hand in marri...

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Nights like tonight

In a bed so cold

I think of the house

Together we made it a home

Now I spend my nights alone

Mind is spinning

Out of control

I bought us a house

Suppose to be our home

Vows were to be said in June

Now months later

I'm nothing to you

Sitting alone in our room

I sold my dream car

To buy you a ring

Everything I ever wante...

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Its amazing how

Just one sense can send me back

To our house it was our home

Constant reminder of what was my throne

Just one sight one scent

Brings on the memories and what I remember

Our home was full of light and laughter 

Something I thought was true

But again you've shown me 

None of it was real

I sit here alone in silence

Was any of it true

Or am...

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you try to do everything right
build a life
Put up a good fight
yet one decision
One reaction
can change it all
your life was Perfect
You had it all
everything You have ever wanted
and more
your world
your life
blows up in your face
and down the big hill
the rollercoaster of life
your hopes
your dreams
all gone in just one night
you hit rock bottom
trying to pickup the pieces
t...

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My heart is like wild fire

Burning throughout the night

The pain is real

The flames are too

I try my hardest to extinguish the fire

That you lit so long ago

Yet to you

Im like a lit match easily extinguished

even a little breeze and out I go

Thrown to the trash as im of no use

One day this fire will go

Finally cold with no burn to throw

That is the day new life ...

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