How A Heart Breaks
i.m. Martin Cooke (1955-2021)
‘Behold the fowls of the air’
Matthew 6:26
This is the way it happens: a voice on the phone
explaining that one we took for granted
is no longer there, that junk food
and countless pints that wrecked
your balance and strained your heart
became in the end too much –
even at your shuffling pace.
Refusing to put a penny a...
Tuesday 28th December 2021 12:46 pm
For Robert Johnson
The King of the Delta Blues
The hellhounds always trailed him –
for that’s the drift of legends.
Fuelling spooks with shots
of malt, he wailed out blues
across the Delta.
Between us now the record
crackles bleakly, his scratchy voice,
a conjured ghost, sings clear
as barrelhouse belles who fleeced him
strut across my sight.
In the rattling dives he ...
Saturday 8th May 2021 11:50 am
The Night Out
for Paul
Going upstairs, I think of him still
in the bathroom, crooning. It's Danny Boy
or some doomed melody dredged up
from a past we're unable to share.
Nearly all of the words are missing
as he tries half-heartedly to reinvent them;
while the tune is sprightly,
pepped up for a night on the tiles.
When I played my records he told me
that music always need...
Saturday 17th April 2021 4:00 pm
Working Holidays
All those years of it, the same
vague journey every place we went,
driving to work each holiday
in a choky, smoke-filled den
at the back of my father's Transit.
Life was the business of earning
your keep; no peace for a drone
in a house where you paid your way.
And each time my school books
were laid aside and the pencil-work
had ceased, it was back to early
s...
Friday 16th April 2021 11:34 am
Gambler
Il faut parier Blaise Pascal
Bound over for playing pitch and toss
or, more portentously, having gambled
on Her Majesty's Highway,
my father was always an expert
at weighing up the odds,
made light of his brush with the law.
His gambling a science and pastime,
he never lost much, but knew
in the end that the world is flawed.
At best you could only break even.
...
Wednesday 14th April 2021 11:37 am
Work Horses
The clanking compound of the brewery
– where Dad did casual shifts
when building work was scarce –
is buried now beneath the floors
of a multi-storey car park
and chat that drifts across
from cappuccino pavements.
Born to a scant inheritance
of rushy Sligo acres, my dad was bred
like his brothers to follow the work,
sending remittances home
from London, Readin...
Thursday 8th April 2021 10:32 am
Shadow Boxing
The closest my dad ever got to poetry
was when he savoured some word
like pugilist, or the tip-toe springiness
he sensed in bob and weave,
his unalloyed delight in the flytings
and eyeball-to-eyeball hype
that went with big fight weigh-ins.
And maybe I should have been
a contender, when I did my stint
in the ring, my dad convinced
I had style and the stamp of a w...
Wednesday 7th April 2021 11:03 am
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