More Beautiful Than They Would Have Us Believe
Logs are flaming in the fire pit.
Late evening sky turns dark and fills with stars.
A glass of red to disinhibit
And my heart fills with gladness
And bursts with gratitude.
What are these inhibitions anyway?
Just societal chains thrown my way
Posing as lifelines,
But in reality, tethers,
Binding me to a truth
No longer of any value in my world.
Fire, darkness, shi...
Sunday 15th September 2019 9:08 pm
The Row
I bathe in your unconditional love
The YES you offer me
A haze, a fog, a ghostly offering
Of complete acceptance.
Then through the mists,
A granite block
A NO.
A hidden place of defining lines,
Sharp edges,
Cold shoulders
Shaped by ancestors
Your personal geology.
Diving deep
I explore the coral
Of my own reef
And find it jagged, dangerous.
I have sh...
Wednesday 7th August 2019 10:21 am
What is life?
Life is a fabrication of palatable lies.
Swimming through consciousness,
Shoaling like fish, open mouthed,
We take in all that we can swallow.
Hallucinating a fragile reality
Clinging to shreds
Pulling at threads
Holding our heads
We long for dignity.
Pulled to the earth
From a home in the sky
Spinning between birth and death
Eyes tightly closed
We swallow l...
Thursday 30th May 2019 9:20 am
The Hypnotist
I am a snake charmer
My father was a snake charmer
And his father and all the fathers
Who came before.
I have inherited the gift
Of charming snakes.
I tame them. I make them dance.
People say that I hypnotise them
But they would be wrong.
I play my pungi
I breathe in and out
Slowly.
I sway from side to side
I fix them with my gaze
But, if truth be told...
Friday 19th April 2019 9:10 am
The Hypnotist
I am a snake charmer
My father was a snake charmer
And his father and all the fathers
Who came before.
I have inherited the gift
Of charming snakes.
I tame them. I make them dance.
People say that I hypnotise them
But they would be wrong.
I play my pungi
I breathe in and out
Slowly.
I sway from side to side
I fix them with my gaze
But, if truth be told...
Friday 19th April 2019 9:10 am
You and Me
There are two yous.
The reality of who you are and
The you that I project
The you that I want you to be
The you that I fear you are
The you that I have created from
Little glimpses of the real you and
From a deep well of guesswork that
Some might call intuition.
* * * * *
There are two mes.
The reality of who I am and
The image that I project.
The me that...
Wednesday 17th April 2019 10:36 am
her husband's clothes
She was standing alone on the shingle
Unmoving.
Gazing across the
Silver ripple green gray water
To a horizon lost in mist.
She was tall
But not tall enough.
Wearing his too long baggy jeans
His old maroon cardigan
His worn and worn and worn again flat cap.
Tears coursed, unchecked, down her cheeks.
I tried to witness the fathoms of her grief.
She glanced over h...
Tuesday 16th April 2019 6:38 pm
Who's Got Your Back?
I'm leaning against this Giant Redwood
A beating pulse spreading
From the belly of the earth
Peristaltic through my bones
I'm feeling warm and held
Feeling known and owned
Like someone/something's
Got my back.
Tuesday 12th March 2019 12:03 pm
Mountain
I spent my entire life looking up at this mountain.
Yearning to reach the summit.
Now that I'm here,
I look down with fondness
At the places I have come from
And long to relive the journey.
Monday 11th March 2019 5:11 pm
Walking Backwards and Getting There (3)
This is the last of the Walking Backwards poems (probably)
Confidence growing, my stride lengthens
I open my arms wide and
Walking backwards I break into
An awkward, lumbering
Run!
Not knowing what lies behind
Flailing to stay on my feet
Like a drunk in a graveyard
I stumble back and back
Euphoric in the madness of it all
Laughing with shooting ...
Thursday 7th March 2019 8:03 am
Still Walking Backwards (2)
Stepping back into the unknown
The not yet created
The not yet lived
Hoping for solid ground
Fearing the void
A faltering footstep
On the yet untrodden path
Sensing with all my might
No eyes with which to see
No clues, no markers
Just blind faith
With everything to play for
And nothing to lose
Walking backwards
Into the realm of Gods
Wednesday 6th March 2019 7:24 am
Walking Backwards
Running with the pack
I slow my pace.
Jostled from behind
I resist, come to a halt,
Dig my heels in tight.
A space forms around me as
The multitude swarms past
And I become
'Other'.
In this space
I hear a humming bee
I smell the seasoned earth
I feel the tender sun
Gently kissing my cheek.
And slowly I take a step
Backwards.
And as the human murmur...
Tuesday 5th March 2019 9:57 am
Reply to Ma Chouette by Rick
Crushed beneath millennial weight
Hardest core of stardust matter
Black eye of Baba Yaga glints
Slayer of saints and heroes
Seducer of maidens
Worn tight at the throat
Binding wrist or ankle
Like mistletoe on oak
Trickster magic
Love potion
Hard jet black
Whitby kisses
In mourning
Tuesday 12th February 2019 5:03 pm
Reply to Ma Chouette by Rick
Crushed beneath millennial weight
Hardest core of stardust matter
Black eye of Baba Yaga glints
Slayer of saints and heroes
Seducer of maidens
Worn tight at the throat
Binding wrist or ankle
Like mistletoe on oak
Trickster magic
Love potion
Hard jet black
Whitby kisses
In mourning
Tuesday 12th February 2019 5:03 pm
I could have stayed home
I could have stayed home
And cleaned up the mess
The grandkids left behind
I could have stayed home
Changed the bedding
Laundered the sheets
I could have done the washing up
Hoovered the lounge
I could have, should have,
Washed the kitchen floor.
Instead, I have come here
To this beach.
A cold wind blows, gently.
A low sun spreads a glinting softness
Acros...
Sunday 3rd February 2019 4:54 pm
To know God
My intention,
When I remember to think about it,
My intention is
To know God.
A phrase that drips
With poisonous interpretations.
But, when I walk
For thirty minutes or so
Into a wood,
And the rhythmic padding
Of my boots on leaf mould
Soothes my thoughts,
And my mind clears,
Awareness seeps in
To the space where
My busy mind held sway
And suddenly ...
Thursday 24th January 2019 3:51 pm
A Living Hell
The reason I want to die today
Is my overwhelming shame
At being a human who rapes the earth
Pollutes the air and sea
Demands the right to take what I want
With no notion of, or interest in, the consequence
The reason I want to die today
Is my heart breaking sorrow
For sentient beings waiting in abbatoirs
At this very moment,
Hungry, de-hydrated, trembling
In ...
Tuesday 22nd January 2019 12:16 pm
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